I was downstairs on pain killers and doing yoga
til 1:15am
fed up of it
i even subjected myself to a rank sleep tea!
did bugger all
I woke up at 7:45am listening to mum leaving for a run
i usually accompany her on
she didnt even wake me >.>
we agreed to give my joints a break today which has been hard
ive wanted to run but my joint hurt
I got ready to see Lynn today
i went to go meet her at a park and ride car park
but it was rammed like it was christmas or something
turned out it was some religious thing so loads of muslims
filled the car park up to walk to this religious thing on the field near the car park
so i had to turn out the car park and drive down the road
i texted lynn saying i was a 10 min walk away
i saw her and it was good to see her
she looked much better than i had expected
i must say ive never really had to deal with cancer
my auntie died of it but i was never around her when she was having treatment
so i wasnt sure what to expect
but yeah she looked good :)
we went round this tiny market
i could tell lynn was weaker than what she was last time tho
so i carried stuff and she looked for a cafe to sit and have a drink
there was none so i suggested i get my car pick her up and take her to one
that was a disaster as i said id pick her up from the car park as there
was no where suitable close by to pick her up from
got the the car park and all the muslims decided to leave didnt they
so i was effectively blocked in the car park
eventually got to lynn and we sat in my car for a while til we could get
out the car park
i drove us to a town and to a cafe me mum and adam frequent and so does lynn
she treated me to a brew and beans on toast
we talked and talked
we talked about mental health and i told her whats up with me
its amazing how she can relate to what i have
i told her i'd been on Cabramazepine and she said
"that one gave me fits. isnt that for psychosis?"
i was like "yeah..."
we walked by a few shops and i saw my first christmas thing this year
yup already
i kid you not, its August 22nd a 4 months before christmas
thats a 3rd of a year before christmas and theyre getting the stuff out already
it was a giant cut out of santa
god knows why they wanted that in the window
unless they wanted to get egged XD
she asked if i could take her home
i felt tired but i did it as i know shes not strong
i stayed at her house for an hour saw her husband Den and spoke with him
then i left
i decided i'd be an alley cat today and stay out all day
i drove to adams unexpected to him X3
he was happy to see me tho
and i felt better today that yesterday
just the way the moods flow
we didnt do much adam was crippled from physio he'd been too
his back is bad but he was told his hip was out of alignment and thats why he was having such trouble with his back
i left for home, had dinner and danced for 15mins
dont feel ive done a lot of exercise today so god knows how tonight will go
usually full of thoughts about how fat i am, how much weight i have to lose
all cus i havent exercised much
fun!
i got this in the post today etude house
sun cream for my face for when i go abroad complete with free samples as usual
tomorrow unsure as of yet what to do
probably exercise, quilt, maybe adam, then yoga~
mum keeps telling me how tired i look lately
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