Drawing Morning

Evening~

I slept well ^^ finally~

I woke up aching
just ached man all over
so I thought if I did some exercise id feel better
that lead me doing 40 mins of dancing
i was sweating
yet when i got in the shower my butt was freezing...
why do i have like zero circulation in my arse?

i did a fair bit of japanese to make up for yesterday
I spent the rest of my morning drawing actually
i drew this yesterday and remembered to photograph it

the Japanese says
'Hitori no mayonaka kore wa jiyuu nanka ja nai'
basically translating to 
'being alone at night isnt freedom'
quite liked those lyrics and i formed this picture from them
took me between 30 - 40 mins and its A4

what i was drawing this morning was a picture in my thoughts book
and a picture to go on the front of adam's birthday card
i will photograph the birthday one
but sometimes im never sure whether to share whats in my thoughts book
i dont show anyone whats in it
and its pictures that mean something to me

after lunch I went for a walk with mum
and she treated me to a brew which was nice
i came home and then went to see adam
who'd had his first driving lesson in 10 years
he said he did alright and i was glad as it does his confidence some good
i was dreading someone coming along and knocking his confidence
i want him to do this! 

we went for a walk then came in and sat with a brew i wasnt gonna have one
but i was so damn cold i needed warming up
and then we talked with his dad then i went home as i only saw him for a couple of hours
dont think he wants to see me tomorrow
which im kinda glad about as he has to get up early for an physio appt
so he will be crippled all day and i cant be dealing with the moaning
i dont give sympathy 

so ive done today
40 mins dancing
15 mins yoga in my room
30 min walk with mum
30 min walk with adam
just dont stop and its like it everyday
im tired!!! 
but i choose to do these things as it helps quieten my head
but i still had to really think through about eating a cookie mum had made today
i ate one
but i wish i hadnt as its set everything off quite nicely in my head

my guineas stink they need a bath

tomorrow i havent decided what im gonna do