So last night~
the 4 of us went out as an actual family (first time in god only knows how long)
to see a comedy show at the Ice Arena called Early Doors
we've had the tickets for months!
tickets were like £32!
We parked up and me and my brother had been arsing around in the back
seats of the car just generally being idiots
but I always like messing around with my brother
I always join in as much as I can with him, were as stupid as one another
we got to the Ice Arena and there was a guy at the door to search bags
as you cant even take drinks in with you!
my brother was the only one amongst us with a bag, he had it vaguely searched
whilst my dad said "haven't got any sharps in there have you?"
his way of trying to be funny
highly inappropriate and we all cringed
i dont think the poor guy knew what to say
as a lot of people dont when faced with dad's ''humour'
i was all ready embarrassed and we hadnt even got inside yet!
my brother said "if he had said that 3ft away from the guy it would have been funny"
my mum said "you watch he's gonna say 'bomb' when at the air port next week!"
dad is an arse. end of.
we went to toilet and found out seats
we looked around and i think we only saw 5 other people mine and my brother's age
literally EVERYONE was my parents age
i cant tell you how anxious i was
i felt sick
i was obviously excited but nervous about sitting there for that length of time
i stood until the lights went out
i had the isle seat so i could stretch and fidget which i did. a lot
the show its self was really good
and about half the original cast were in it
photos my brother took and sent me
the interval i got up out my seat and took a walk with my brother
my dad had sat next to me through the first half and to say its a comedy i dont think he laughed once, it was like being sat next to a statue, some fun
so the second part my mum made sure i was sat on the end with my brother
and i felt i enjoyed it more as i could sense his enjoyment
the show finished 9:45pm
i was shattered but got to the car quietly
my dad moaned about the traffic out the car park
which i think was the most he'd spoken all evening
not sure if he enjoyed the night out or not
mum did i could tell she did but even her emotions are muted like dad is rubbing off on her
me and my brother enjoyed it tho
we got back and pajamas went on, gave Oz treats as it was too late
to sit with him inside then made a hot chocolate
brought my hot chocolate through to see mum pointing at a spider near the tv
i told her to get out the room she stresses me out
like on auto-pilot i grabbed a glass and card and went for it
dad just sat drinking his coffee i think he expected me to pass him the glass
it was a big house spider those beastly ones
normally i cant quite tackle those
but i felt nothing really and just let my body work for me
i got it and took it outside
mum was surprised that i had managed to tackle the big beasty
dad wasnt arsed
i went to bed and slept as i was to damn tired
this morning i got up at 7am and went for a shower
and got ready for my psychology appointment
he was on time at 9:30 we talked about what had been happening
i told him I had dumped adam I told him I felt nothing whilst doing it
and then i said in jolly louder voice "freedom"
he said "well you must feel some emotion as the way you said freedom implies some emotion"
i said "yeah I said it that way for your benefit, to see if youre paying close attention"
he kinda chuckled in disbelief
well i like catching people out sometimes, gotta be on your toes round me
he went on and on tho and actually went over his appointment!
he never does that! and on a day I needed to leave on time to -___-
so i left there drove home, ran in the house leaving the car running
toilet, drink and drove to Centre Parcs where the interview for the elf position was
i was worrying a lil over time but i got there on time
i was shocked how big the place was
like literally a village in the woods
mental
and i had no idea it was THAT big
i went to reception and said i was there for elf job and she said "you even look like an elf"
ehh?? ive been told that before that i have elven features
she said "take it as a compliment!"
i sat waiting for one girl my age to come collect me
she sat me down in their activity centre
gave me a form to fill out as if i was an elf
so i had to write down my elf talents, name and christmas stuff
and draw a picture of me as an elf!
i felt ok about the interview until 3 woman called me through
gulp
one was like my mum's age the other two my age
and they were fine not snooty or dull
i had to stand up and tell them about my elf self
then i had interview questions
then they told me about the role
and that was it
i went through some other section where they took my details for DBS check
so i had to fill out a form
i was there i reckon an hour all in all at centre parcs
got told id know today or tomorrow and seeing as they havent contacted me today
im assuming i will know tomorrow
i drove home and found i was home alone but mum had kindly made me a salad
still going with cutting down sugar and portions
mum came home and i filled her in
then mia rang she wanted to know about me and adam splitting up
i told her and she said he'd randomly sent her a facebook messaging saying "hello"
just what the hell!?
but she was already under strict instructions of not to contact him
which she stuck by as shes loyal to me
she says she felt bad ignoring him but i said its for the best as i dont want her
getting dragged into it
i didnt hear from him all day yesterday and then today at 10:30am
"im fine"
im fine? what kinda txt is that?
i left him to it not knowing how to reply
plus i was very busy this morning i didnt stop
then later at 4:30pm "are you ok?"
i replied "im fine :)"
he said "good. im not"
i said "but you txted earlier saying you were fine...?"
he said "yeah it was a lie"
i said "thanks for the lie"
he said "i did it so you wouldnt worry"
i said "by telling me your not ok anyway?..."
he said "yeah i know. sorry"
then he blabbed on about still wanting me
but im unsure how hes managed to txt at 7pm on a friday night
as hes usually at work, behind a bar, unable to use his phone
so i asked "are you at work?"
but he hasnt responded, has he skipped work?
so in the after noon me and mum went for a walk
then i came back went on my laptop then went on Just Dance 1
but i dont like it, full of oldie songs nothing new
not that i know english songs but i know whats 21st century
20th century songs i cant stand
so i think i will stick to just dance 2 but im hoping to find number 3
tomorrow i will be hopefully going park run in the morning
and i hope i do well in it
im a lil stuck what to wear as i dont have any long sleeves to wear
but then i get warm in them but a t-shirt at the start is cruel and cold
last week i wore a jumper and got quite warm
after park run i dont have any plans
maybe do some art
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