Doggy Doodle

Konbanwa~~~~

I slept pretty well
Got up for park run
it was a cold morning I have to say
we had frost on the car wind screens -____-
autumn is truly here I guess~

We got to park run
and not many of mum's crew turned up
but I did order a runner club's jumper
I chose Cotton Candy Pink for my colour as I felt that suited me
pink always looks cute on me
its a hoodie jumper so I plan on opening the hood up
attaching cat ears and neatly sew it back up like it was always there XD
gotta be able to tell whos is whos right ;) 
mum's is blue

The park run was hard
I did find it hard like my muscles has seized up in the cold
my lungs burned in the cold air 
I just found it hard but kept going
somehow 
I ended up running by myself, I had like no people round me
so it was hard to pace myself 
I pegged it over the line over taking 4 men
satisfying is the word XD especially as they originally over took me
serves em right
i waited and waited for mum
i got cold
and when she did cross the line with a friend her friend said she'd wait for the rest
to finish and mum could take me home as i looked cold
i was much relieved at that
i managed 28 mins my fastest is 27
woops i clearly went too fast and hard!

i was frozen when i got in so went for a hot shower
mum kindly cleaned pets out
from there I spent all morning doing admin work
literally admin work
rang up the elf job to see what the crack is but they will ring me tomorrow
re-newed my driving license, my DBS check, I signed up for an NHS card I can take abroad should I need medical help it was free luckily.
Think that was all but all of them were not 5 minute jobs
and I got fed up of typing my details in! 
wasnt doing much else I guess

I went for a walk by myself 
just because I was aching and I wondered if it would help aching
it didnt
but it was such a lovely day it felt wrong to waste it in doors 
i came back and had a brew watching natsume yuujin chou 
then been drawing

drew this quickly

basically mum got a sad txt today
Karen who I've known for about 6 years now who gives me massages us
has got breast cancer...
gutted
life is not fair
so thats both lynn and karen this year with breast cancer
awful
it hit us hard actually 
i could see mum was upset 
we didnt know what to do for her as she hasnt told her daughters yet
so i suggested i did a doodle of her beloved labradors just to say
we were thinking of her 
so thats what i sat and did i hope she likes it
it will be going on her facebook

id like to do some drawing tonight
the 30 min doodle one
been wanting to do art all day but at first i couldnt remember what it was i was gonna draw!
ive remembered now tho
it will get done

mum brought me 2 long sleeve tops to go running in just two for £6 
im gonna stitch a design on them maybe tomorrow

also been looking at at baby crafts as a friend of the family gives birth shortly
ive suggested i make a blanket and give them that
so may do that
so i have a couple of things i could do tomorrow

been doing my japanese
i opened up a childs learning book i have and i could understand some of the start
so i reckon i could have ago soon
surprises me how much i can translate


adam has been doing my head in i told him off for being attention seeking
and not liking this side of him
hes started taking weight loss pills in the hope he'd lose weight now til we go 
on holiday which is 23rd october
i told him good luck as i cant imagine its gonna change mum now til then
so yeah hes not taking it well but dont know what he expects
he asked if there was a chance we could get back together
i said no not right now
he told hes been crying himself to sleep
its like dealing with a child hes not a man 
seriously 0.0 
thought this is how woman react not men
relationships truly arent worth the effort right now
told him im not going away with him when hes like this