I actually stayed in my bed all night
but I was awake during the night
I havent slept properly for quite some time!
My morning at school was a bit slow
I was in year 3 and it was a rowdy class and the teacher had me
marking exam papers really so it was easy
In the afternoon me and mum went to a garden centre, walked through a park and then went for a hot drink so that was quite nice even if it was boltic outside
i got some boots for £2 from charity shop also which im using for work
cus for £2 doesnt matter if they get wrecked!
In the evening I went to Tara's house
yes I actually saw Tara!
turns out she'd had to stay late for a meeting at work
so james let me in and i sat talking to him for a while which was fine
as hes easy to talk to
tara's christmas tree was pretty as usual
we exchanged christmas presents
and had a bit of a catch up too
but wasnt for that long as i had to get back for food and ready for school
we've booked a date in of 6th january to meet at hers to make waffles and play just dance
Today Ive been up since 3am
yup I am tired
I was aching a lot but I wonder if its because I spent a lot of yesterday cold
and cold makes me ache and aches is what keeps me up in the night
I also felt quite unwell
my brother has felt unwell past day or so and i sweat he's passed it on to me
so i felt quite rotten but still i attended school
before school i managed to get the girls out and i noticed maisie was really mardy
like just squeaking over the smallest of stuff so i knew she wasnt happy
my school morning
i kid you not i spent like the whole time marking papers
but i was glad in a way as it meant i could sit down the whole time
and my legs felt shaky
then i came home at lunch time~
we went to give maisie
her medication today and she was really unhappy like having a massive paddy over it
she was almost leaping off us like a protest
and we went to take her back to her hutch to calm down and she kinda just collapsed
she was still conscious but it was like she had just given up
millie went over to lick her ear
so mum scooped maisie up and said "she needs to go vets"
i felt like death so my mum and brother went
my brother is very well bonded to maisie
i laid on my bed whilst they went, trying to catch up on sleep but failed as all i could think about was maisie really
mum and brother were not long at all
maisie had passed away
they were seen to quickly and the vet took maisie from mum
and later came out and said that upon examining maisie she just died in the vets hands
her breathing wasnt good and i think she was that stressed and had had enough that her heart just packed up. she was given oxygen but she'd gone
it was very fast and probably for the best
so we've lost another pig to respiratory infection
mum and brother brought maisie home and dad buried her
so poor maymay we've lost her
it feels like such a shock like it hasnt quite sunk in
i havent cried once
still got millie and alice tho
millie really liked maisie
my brother is quite heart broken he loved maisie such a lot
we've had maisie since december 7th last year
so strange how we've had just over a year and she leaves us
she was rescued from a neglected home
so this last year she has truly been spoiled and loved she has had a fantastic year
what a way to spend you last year
she was happy and we had tried for her
nothing more we could have done
she will be missed
tomorrow
im bloody hoping i sleep and feel better in the morning
im not sure how to pass the morning yet apparently its suppose to be real cold tomorrow
so thats me reluctant to go out
after lunch im at a school 20mins away never been to it before
looks a bugger to park up for too
just in the foundation class for 2 and half hours
then when i come home think mia is coming over for a quick catch up
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