Last day of being 26

Yo~~

I took a sleeping tablet last night
sent me to sleep but didnt keep me asleep -____-
need tranquillisers
But still I woke up feeling groggy but like Id had deeper sleep some how

I was a bit outta it all morning
i managed some painting and ive got 16 squares left i do believe
I went food shopping with mum
picked up a white chocolate tray bake to take into work on friday
we came back and we had an early lunch and then set off for this massage and acupuncture 

we had a lil trouble finding the place
but got there and both of us were called through to an open treatment room
were there was bamboo screens separating patients 
an american woman saw to me and she told me she had a degree in psychology 
and cus of the notes she took from me id ticked psychosis 
she kinda started talking about that kinda
and all i could think about was that id finished my psychology sessions yesterday
i was not wanting anymore!
she massaged me for i think 45mins or 30 mins
ether way it was alright and a bit different
then this guy came and did my acupuncture
i had 16 needles in my stomach
all of which didnt hurt so it was ok
but he left me there for 30 mins and i was getting back ache and bum ache
the music was repetitive too  
mum said she had got back ache as well and found the music annoying
and we both felt a bit weird how it was an open room treatment
we said it was a good experience but wouldnt have it again

we came back and we'd been ages
i sat with Oz and had a brew
but everything tastes horrid today due to the sleeping tablet

i felt quite tired and done in and fell asleep with Oz on my knee!
we got up and at 4pm went for a cold damp walk
but felt better for going out
then came back and went on my laptop for a bit

havent done much since then
might do a bit of dancing
but my head is so messed up i cant think or anything my emotions and moods are a mess
dont know if its acupuncture or simple tiredness 
hopefully im ok tomorrow
as tomorrow...



I'm....

27!

more like 17 XD 
never gonna mature

but yeah im another year older come 2am 
i havent got anything planned well not much
im dancing in the morning
followed by cake out with mum
then yoga in the evening
kinda just another day
say goodbye to the 26 year old me~