I literally have no memory of going to bed last night
honestly i took a sleeping tablet and sat with Oz and then i woke up in my bed
what happened?
mum said i was staggering and swaying she'd never seen me like that it
was like a i was drunk she said
whats more cringing is that yesterday i said id text tara to say i was home
and this morning i thought "damn for forgot to text tara i best do it"
there on my text messages at 9:30pm last night was a non english text from me to her!!!
i dont remember doing that at all!!!
how embarrassing
im not sure if it was a combo of extra antipressants and sleeping tablets that did it
but my god i was away with the fairies
i woke up at 4am but went straight back to sleep
waking up at 7:30am
i was zombiefied tho
i managed to do some dancing this morning some how
showered and then did some chores
i went to bed then i got up and went food shopping with mum
then i started my guinea pig water colour which is going well
then did half hour of yoga
watched a comedy dvd - i actually sat down watching tv!
i was just so much like a corpse
i watched an episode of anime tonight
and i just wanna go to bed
dad wants me to take another tablet tonight
but balls to him i dont want to
but then he ALWAYS right
dont know how im gonna get out of it without him having a go at me
dont want to spend another day as a corpse
i got this lip gloss in the post today
it looks blue but its clear when it goes on and has glitter in it :3
want it to go over the top of colours~
not sure what im doing tomorrow
i might go running club
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