I was on 4 hours sleep yesterday
so tired...
went to bed at 3am to wake up at 6:50am
and I got up as Id had enough of being in that damn bed
I went for a walk at 7:30am just cus I needed to get out
dad was keen to decorate the kitchen
so we all had to dab in get what we needed
i said I didnt mind helping cus my brother helped last time
i felt it only fair i help this time round
but i fell asleep
i was shattered and in lots of pain
i could hear dad shouting and swearing and i said to mum that my pain is worse if im stressed and he is gonna stress me out big time
so i didnt actually help
what i did do tho was ask jack if i can come over early and stay the night too X3
he of course let me round
i went for a much needed massage which was really good
then i came back home
i got myself ready
trying so very to look my age as i knew id be meeting his friends
and i didnt want them to think hes going out with a teenager
i met jack about 3:15pm
we went round the city doing various jobs and then we went to meet Theo who was outside a pub with a friend from Leeds who had come for the house party called Will
so i got to meet him and we sat on a grass bank in the sun it was pleasant
and i dont feel awkward or anything being the only girl there
from there they wanted food and chose Five Guys which is just total junk food i didnt eat
for 2 reasons
1. not my kinda food
2. food gives me stomach ache and i didnt want to deal with it
i hadnt really had lunch ether
we walked back to jack's to find one if his friends he has known since he was like 11 waiting outside called Harvey, I was just sat in the flat with 4 guys just talking and slowly did people start trickling in until there was a total of 14 of us, 4 of female. I only talked to one girl briefly the rest of the time i talked with the guys as theyre much amusing to me
everyone was drinking and i wasnt really but no one noticed
it was getting loud tho in such a small area
i went to jack's bedroom and checked my phone
there was 5 missed calls on my phone from my brother....
so i felt id call him back even if it was at 10:30pm
basically my parents had had an arguement
my parents dont argue really so when they do its a really churning moment
and we dont know how to deal with it
and he said mum was a bit upset
he said he was just letting me know but i know its because he wanted to talk and i didnt mind really so i stayed on the phone for 15mins to him
jack came to check on me and i said i was fine
didnt want to talk about it all then
i was just hoping my mum was alright
it had passed 11pm and the guys decided they wanted to head on out
so we went into the city
im always a little on edge when in the city at night its out my comfort zone but i didnt let it show
i was laughing too much and messing around
after all i dont have to be on best behaviour when everyone around me is drunk
we got to one bar and it was loud but they always are
jack brought me a drink of something flat cus i didnt want anything else
and i was just mucking around with the guys
so many were getting me to try their drinks which i always find odd
i tried so much yesterday or should i say this morning XD
someone came up to me and hugged me it wasnt until they let go of me did i realise who it was
a science teacher at school....
shes probably the one i get along with the most
and she was so happy seeing us
but then she looked between us and asked us whats going off....
we only have days before my interview and we were found out.....
i couldnt believe it
but i told her about my interview and how jack is interviewing me and she promised to keep our secret but she was so happy for us and said she knew it would happen XD
are we that predictable!?
she said she can always hear us laughing as her classroom joins onto the prep room
and then she put jack on the spot and asked him 3 things he likes about me ><
i could tell he didnt want to say and i felt embarrassed and then they went on to discuss me! like my fashion sense and my 'cute' laugh and yeah >.>
but she promised to keep our secret at least
i walked to the bar with Harvey just keeping him company really
he asked if i wanted a drink and i told him i was only there to keep him company
he was surprised i think
and then he told me he had a little soppy moment on the balcony with jack about how proud he was for jack getting a girlfriend and that he's happy for him and stuff
so i guess that meant he approved of me XD
to be honest i clicked with a lot of them
i mean there was the girls i wasnt fussed about and a few guys but the ones that really count to jack more than theo i got along with great
and yeah they liked me
and jack said i got a lot of comments through the night like "shes cute" "shes hot and beautiful" "how did you pull her" that kinda thing
i guess it helps my confidence
but on the whole when people asked "how old are you?" and i said "27" like everyone said "thought you were like 21" -_____-
why is so hard for me to look mature ><
we went to another bar and it was getting late at this point
a lot of the group were drunk
i said i was getting high off Theo's breath he was so drunk
Harvey was leaving to catch the last bus
so jack said we could leave too as the rest of the group were on about clubbing and i drew the line at clubbing to be honest so we left with harvey think it was 2:30am we went to a fast food place but i didnt want to eat. Harvey ate Pizza and Jack ate a kebab....i told him he had no idea what he was eating there but he enjoyed it. his voice was really deep from drinking but he was fine apart from that.
we left Harvey when his bus came
and walked back to jack's
we sat and talked a bit then got ready for bed
my pain was through the roof
so i fidget none stop and i felt bad cus i was disturbing jack but not a lot i could do really
i know the sun was up by the time i fell asleep
then i got woke up my jack's alarm at 8:40am as he was suppose to be going Birmingham with his family for a easter family meal but he said he couldnt face it i think he was a bit hung over
his mum phoned and he said that he was sorry he wasnt going and she kinda expected it
so i didnt need to have been woken up by his alarm as i swear id only been asleep 2 hours
i laid there for a bit and we got up at midday for lunch which was cereal
it had been 24 hours since id eaten and my last meal was cereal
i fell back asleep after i said hello to theo and will
theo i think had bonded with me whilst he'd been drunk he'd patted my head a few times XD
yeah a lot of guys took a liking to me and its nice to be accepted into the friendship group as i was a bit anxious about it all as i know theyre important to jack
jack and theo were playing on the wii but by 4:30pm i said i wanted to go home
i needed a shower and to feel human again
i came home ate some cereal and a banana and had a shower
then we had a bbq i ate food but got stomach ache after it
just like being back at college this is like 10 years ago
everytime i eat i get stomach ache
fed up of it
anyway on the whole
jacks and theos friends were nice funny guys and id be happy to see them again
in fact one of the that in the army is coming to visit tomorrow and i was leaving them to it but both theo and harvey told me to come along too
so i guess im invited ><
nice to be accepted as i always think im weird and immature
jack was really happy i had gone out with them all and liked them and they liked me
tomorrow i believe i am seeing mia in the morning to watch 2 episodes of fruits basket
and then i guess im seeing jack and his friends in the afternoon
so i got plans for my last day of easter holidays
were gonna go through my science homework also
it is easter today and i did easter nails~
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