Almost through my first full week!

Evening~~

I slept well
I drank some of that tea that gives you dreams before bed
i dreamed i was a wolf
seems to be a common dream for me some how
perhaps i was one in a former life
i keep waking before my alarm
almost like im worried it will fail to go off on me

anyway school
school was fine really same old
i had a bit of time with jack today which was nice
i also explained to julia my mentalness
and jack made me go sit in the car after trying to suggest we all go eat outside
but i felt that was drawing too much attention to myself
i came in and complained about eating alone
as it does suck
jack suggested i bring my ipod in tomorrow and sit inside and zone off to that
he knows music helps me 
so im gonna give that ago
i just hope julia understands and doesnt think im being rude
im finding it hard to eat tho 
a lot of anorexic thoughts at lunch

i got to repot a shed load of plants today
and some were so small and cute 
jack is taking one for his flat
what he doesnt realise is that ive stuck a sticker on it saying "spike"
as i named it, ive faced it away so he cant see the sticker til he picks it up XD

i came home
couldnt be bothered to talk
i was too damn tired
i just ate loads
god i ate so much but i only managed a banana at lunch

went to yoga
and karen was a right beast honestly that woman will be the death of me one day
all i could think was "i volunteered to come here"
i came back and ate more XD
i feel so bad for eating tho
its all the wrong foods too!

i ordered a digimon game on DS back from 2008 to have ago with
as i wanted a new game to play and im struggling to get into pokemon ultra moon
its just boring 
i got a tshirt in the post its so cool
and i got some face stuff too
a different face oil to try from korea its just a variation of one ive had before and i brought a face base with SPF50 in it so i protect my face this summer

tomorrow i have school
we finish earlier on a friday
i have a fair bit to do tho
i think jack is coming home with me and im staying at his tomorrow night

doing my nails tonight~
i am tired tho
im wearing out
my knee is still not right 
i can see a visit to chiropractor coming up