not filling my clothes

Evening

I was up til midnight as i just couldnt sleep really

got up this morning and mum had the girls in the hall
they stress me out XD truffle is running everywhere and molly oinks for more food...
i cleaned Oz out
then i sat looking at this diet i have got to go on
ordered a book on it too

did 45mins of dancing/yoga which was hard but felt good
and had a shower
by this point it was 11am and i realised it had been nearly 24 hours since 
i had last eaten so decided i should get some food really
i had a piece of cheese on toast
gave me a bit of stomach ache but not too bad

jack came over after lunch to see me
he'd been out for 3 hours in the morning with theo finishing his 
christmas shopping he said everywhere was packed
we werent going out for lunch anymore as his step dad wasnt feeling well
i told him he's welcome to come over but it wont be exciting 
because theres no where we can go everywhere is packed and wet
but he came over
we sat and had a brew and talked
then went for a walk before i fell asleep
then watched anime and then i walked him to the bus stop
he was having people over tonight for drinks then going out for drinks
i was invited but there was no way in hell i was going 
im shattered anyway

my parents were having take away pizza i was offered it
but couldnt face having it
so had a bit of bread and a yogurt 
but its hurt my stomach a bit
feel like its getting worse
and im convinced ive lost weight on my chest and butt
cus everything falls down on me and when i looked at the bra i had on 
i wasnt filling it...and im sure i used to.
but i wouldnt know if i have lost weight as i dont weigh myself
it makes me a lil mental to say the least

tomorrow i am sorting this table cover of mia's
wrapping hers and jack's christmas presents and also mia's birthday present whilst im at it 
might do some drawing too

its only 8pm and im so tired
body is tired and eyes stinging
go to bed early i think
not sure what i will read in bed tho as i finished reading the book ive been reading for weeks its the first 5 books of Overworld Chronicles which i have enjoyed it was like 1700pages! 
theres 18 books total and like £3.80 each :/ so i will find something else to read