Started anime painting

Konbanwa~

Did not sleep well 
I ached and couldnt switch off so i went downstairs at midnight for an hour
played on pokemon for a bit
went to bed at 1am but still took me a while to actually sleep
then i woke up at 6am then 8 then 9
i was shattered and rough but still managed a walk an dancing ^^

I had a Teams video call with the dept head - same person who gave me my job!
and she was just finding out if i would like to return to school before the summer holidays
jack had txt me an hour previous saying he was gonna go in to do science work and help shepherd the children. which is what i will be doing. but both of us dont HAVE to do it. in fact at any time we dont want to or feel unsafe then we have the right to say no. I said i would give it ago if anything just to help me with my anxiety. i can tell mum isnt happy about it but theres only 6 weeks left and i wouldnt be needed every day. i want to try but i already feel sick about doing it. I told her that i was really anxious so shes taken me off the rota for week one but allowing me to come in and observe. i will try! doesnt start til i think monday 15th 9:30am for me. I am going in on monday 8th tho just to help jack put away science stuff from the labs before the students return.

I finished Disgaea5 today! it was really good and i really enjoyed it
i have post game content i can do which is always a bonus
but i think im gonna play more on pokemon really

started doing my next painting
i have drawn it out and started painting it
not entirely sure how i will paint it all yet but im sure it will reveal it's self to me
its looking alright, mum said "dont know where you come up with these ideas. its good,, certainly quirky" i just do what comes to mind, something to do isnt it

apart from that i havent really done much else!
just been in my own bubble
of course i have spent time with Oz and we sat with the girls as well.
never have a peaceful brew when theyre invited XD

tomorrow i have asked jack if i can see him
we might go for a walk round the country park near me and maybe have dinner here
unsure yet whats happening i guess a lot depends on the weather as today we've had showers throughout the day. my parents are fine with him coming over as he hasnt been anywhere and i have been going to see him. we will probably play pokemon too. i plan on spending the weekend with him and monday cus of work.