actually feeling good

 Evening

I went over to jack's around 8:30pm last night after I had sat with Oz and put him to bed

Jack had got harvey over and he said they were playing the most boring game of Monopoly ever XD well Monopoly is boring as board games go. 

I did a few things whilst he played with them but then he got up and said he had enough and wanted to spend time with me, harvey left shortly afterwards

i could tell stuff was bothering Jack tho so i got him to talk about it

and he had spent 90mins reading about the new health safety of science cus of Covid

and yeah he was bogged down with it all so i talked him through it all

and he did seem better about it all 

we then had hot chocolates and played pokemon, i stopped playing at 10:45pm and told him he could keep playing but i was tired

i got comfy too, which is pretty damn hard for me to achieve

i fell asleep, jack didnt turn off the lamp til gone past midnight he told me in the morning, I woke up to the sound of the alarm at 7:30am

not only had i slept through the night, i woke up feeling....good

i know that sounds strange, but its massive to me

every morning i wake up feeling like im recovering from being in a car accident, i feel sick and drained and tired. every. single. damn. morning

this morning wasnt like that

i felt light, i didnt hurt as much - almost like i had already taken my pain relief

and i felt good for sleep and like i actually had energy

very rare indeed and felt like celebrating it

i got up and had a shower then i motivated my non-morning-person boyfriend

we left at 8:40am for school

i coped fine with school

i did a fair bit actually

we took a flask of tea we could sit with and we took soup for lunch

we stayed til 2pm so we could put down 5 hours on our time sheet

we saw chris and he asked jack if he was in tomorrow and if he was did he want to go for a drink after work. So jack obviously leapt at this, i told him i would come to work too

he said "oh you dont need to"

i said "im not coming for you, im coming to put another 5 hours on my time sheet and to see how my body copes with doing 2 days at work"

we came away, had a very quick rest at jacks then i left as he had a driving lesson

i came home saw my Ozwald

went for a walk with mum, did 35mins of yoga

so im quite done in now!

im about to go sit with my Ozwald, put him to bed then go jacks

and then i will go to work again and come home when i finish at 2pm, jack is going pub XD

then i wont see him til ether saturday night or sunday morning 

so i will have time to myself to catch up as i havent done much for myself!