Lolita christmas bows

 Evening

I had a bad night

woke up at 11:30pm, so I couldnt have been asleep for long...couldnt sleep so i had to get up but i usually have cereal in the night, cus of my jaw i did struggle to eat them to be honest so i didnt enjoy them cus it was a real effort to actually eat them. After returning to bed i woke up literally every hour

so i felt knackered this morning when i got up at 7:30am

me and mum did an hour's walk which was hard work to be honest

i came back and did 15mins of yoga but couldnt face doing much else so had a shower

i hadnt had breakfast as i couldnt face more pain but i did try to eat a bit of cereal when i came in

i had left over pasta bake for lunch, which wasnt too bad as the pasta had gone quite soft 

i slept this afternoon, i had had enough of being in pain

its just been so relentless lately

i was reduced to silent tears today cus i couldnt cope any longer

and what with my jaw

i had soup for dinner and tried breaking up tiny bits of bread and putting it in the soup to go soft and soggy and i just about managed that

ive been with my lad as well

he is happy and sat with truffle today, she really likes him XD

i got my bows made for the christmas i will eventually buy XD

they have wire on the back so i can tie them to the tree that way

but i think they look ok

certainly cheaper than buying them, i just sat making them whilst watching jpop dances on youtube

then i sat working on a halloween background on photoshop, i have an idea of a picture i want to do but its whether or not im good enough to do it!

tonight i should be going over to jack's but to be honest i havent heard from him for a few hours. he didnt go to bed til 5am as he was out drinking then today hes been out with friend's as harvey got his house keys yesterday on his birthday so they went to go look at his house

i havent heard from jack since 2pm so im not sure if hes fell asleep from a long night and a busy day

im not too fussed ether way i just dont like being home on sundays

i hope my jaw rights it's self soon -____-

im gonna go have a warm shower and massage it with a face roller~