some how got through the first full week

 I've done it

I have made it through the week

a whole week

and I am still able to stand, walk and talk

my god it has been hard

I slept well last night, woke up at 5:40am but got up at 6am

sat with Oz and stuff before school :3

School was once again full on

I had several members staff ask me "you ok? how you coping?" and some weren't even science staff. I am wondering if i must have looked as dead as i felt

but my 2 A-level practicals were successful and I didnt need help from Jack or Julia

i was independant and the students got results, and it makes the job feel worth while when I can actually do my job and the students get success from it. It was hard effort tho.

i had arrived 15mins early for work so i left early too and good job too as i literally got to Nigel's on time, he was punishing. My god the pain on my back. He used this scraper thing and i could feel it grating against my spine. and now my first 7 vertibrate at the top of my back are purple and you can clearly see each one. my shoulder blades are reddy purple. mum offered to photograph my back but it aint pretty so i turned it down. she said "that must have been painful. how do you cope with more pain?" I said "well cus i know that pain will pass, unlike my everyday pain where it never goes away" after the treatment nigel gave me acupuncture then he took me round his house to see if i wanted any other pieces of his furniture and i did like some pieces but they are for a house not a bungalow so they are far too big for our little bungalow

i came home and showered and got pyjamas on, my brother has his girlfriend over tonight

so he seems to be in a good mood

im not seeing jack til sunday i dont think, i wrote saturday off when i booked myself in with Nigel

but also I could theo and harvey wanted to go out so i told jack to go and play out with his friends XD so hopefully i will see him if he isnt too dead from drinking saturday night

it is tara's 29th birthday today! she wont meet up with anyone right now as she fears for James' safety with the virus which fair enough so i drew her a card and brought rabbit toys on line to be delivered at her house so she can play with her new baby bunny - jasper, i tried to water colour him on a card for her.

tomorrow i plan to exercise - i hope

and i said i would make julia and jack another mask

ugh more mask making >.>