Evening
Didnt sleep too bad, I did wake up a couple of times, one time convinced i could hear music like mum had left her radio or something, i even checked to see if it was my ipod playing music as I couldnt make out the words being sung, but when I listened closely i realised there was no music...so what was I hearing?
annoying >.>
I decided to start my stronger pain killers today as the increase was from 75mg pregabalin to 100mg
i didnt see it as much of an increase so didnt see any harm or think anything of taking them before work. How wrong I was! It totally wiped the floor with me. I was on the floor a lot of today. In fact I think i have been to sleep twice today. Once was on my lunch break. I have been so useless at work today and I am greatful I didnt have any practicals could I think jack would have had to have covered for me or if i did do them id get them wrong. just zombiefied massively.
couldnt wait for hometime
we got back and i had a brew with Oz and jack and mum
then we walked to the bungalow and I let jack get changed out of his work wear and we did a couple of small things round the house, he changed the lamp shades in the hall as the lighting was far too harsh and i had got the colours so very wrong! it looked like a brothel! but now i have them just right and I am happy with the colours. I also put up a few bunny stickers and hamster stickers to make it look cute. I also realised that another pair of curtains I have brought are too small much to my despair as its so boring looking at curtains and spending money on them.
i also wrote a big list of stuff i need to get tomorrow from wilkos
we did a small walk round the area as i was shattered but needed to do something
came in and had dinner then jack went home, i showered and looked for new curtains online
gonna go crash now with Oz its only 8:10pm but i am shattered and done.
tomorrow
i would LOVE to dance in the morning. I havent danced for over a week or possibly two now, simply cus i am exhausted. I am still exhausted but i am missing it badly now.
then I have Oz to clean out
then I am going wilkos with mum
then we are going to pack my dad's van with the book cases, drop them off at the bungalow pick up the table and chairs jack's mum lent us but we never used and take the back to her, pick up a wardrobe from Luke's house, pick up Jack's furniture and drop it off at the bungalow
then we are done for the day. done
we are saying we want sunday to just breathe and be as we are exhausted and have no more to give. its all becoming a slog. However, we might be having Chris over to bleed our radiators as one is not working and you can see your breath in that room and we cant put stuff in it or decorate it until it is sorted. so yeah we shall see
another hectic weekend!
All this week my scalp has hurt, feels like i have been tying my hair too tightly or something but i havent been and i even use softer hair bobbles so i dont have this issue. My head near my scalp has been then hurting too, a headache but near the top of my head. Found it strange. I mean scalp pain is an odd pain to have if you havent changed hair products or done anything differently. Mum decided to google it, i never bother googling my problems in life, but mum says its stress as its not a skin condition as the skin looks normal. Its caused by stress and anxiety and if my heart rhythm is anything to go by, i can well believe it. God I am getting worse not better! I need people to leave me alone and let me chill out!!!
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