Evening
So last night I ended up watching Angerme Live 2017 dvd with Oz, after I put him to bed and did my diary and stuff I decided to wait up for Jack cus yeah I wasnt really that tired. so he finished gaming at 10:15pm he was surprised to see me still awake and functioning. We sat and watched two episodes of Inuyasha then went to bed but I still took a while to get to sleep. Woke up in the night cus I was like "what the hell is that noise?" Jack was on his back snoring but its not even like proper snoring its just heavy breathing but weird. Jack is weird XD
I woke up at 7:15am and of course got up cus I was crippled and my Oz wants to play
I sat in the living room whilst he played outside, keeping an eye on him. I looked up and he was sat on the wall, laying flat down, ears flat down. I thought 'quite an odd position for him to be in' so I went out to him and he didnt move or acknowledge me in the slightest I stared at him suddenly thinking 'oh my god has he died!? had he had a heart attack!?' I didnt want to touch him if he was dead - not a memory i could live with. but I looked at his side and noticed he was in fact breathing. So I picked him up and he immediately tried to get off me - not Oz behaviour. So I worked out what had happened. Something had clearly spooked him. The only thing I can think of is that a cat must have walked on the fence where I couldnt see or even a dog walker on the path along the side of the house but I am going for the cat option as cats freak Oz out. I brought him inside, talking to him as believe it or not my voice sooths Oz XD Jack woke up to me talking to Oz at 8:45am and I told him what had happened. Oz had breakfast with us but was still very much on guard. I took him home with carrot to chill out
I got ready to face the day, me and Jack just popped to 3 shops for a few bits nothing much, nothing even needed but kinda something to do. Everywhere was dead it was a bit strange as I thought people would be hitting the sales but I guess it was only 10am. After that we went for a walk along the river and the ground was solid it was sooo frozen there was a puddle that was probably 100m long and 10m wide.....i went running up to it like a child. I knew it obviously wasnt frozen solid enough to support my weight but I applied pressure to the perimeter simply to make and hear the cracks it was really satisfying to say the least Jack said "come on before you get muddy" i said "fine last one then" sticking my tongue out. well that served me as the last time i applied pressure with my foot it went through the ice!!! My foot went straight through to the muddle freezing puddle under the ice I dont know how i didnt get a wet foot, i must have been very very fast pulling away, it did make me yelp out - it made me jump damn it =>.<= Jack laughed >.>
I was really quite numb after that rather bracing walk. Jack drove back :)
we had a cup of tea and lunch I had fruit loaf and he had pot noodle -___- bloody stunk
I rested on my bed for a bit but knew I couldnt go to sleep as the bathroom guy - richard - was coming at 2:30pm. My mum rang me an hour before he came over to tell me not to be pushed into anything I dont want to be pushed into.
The guy came over - into our house - without a mask. And it should be seen as 'normal' but in this day and climate it feels quite weird. sad really. he talked to us about what could be done and how the procedure to getting a new bathroom happens. He was here almost 90mins and said "you have an appointment in store on saturday, i will have it designed by then i shall just go measure up" we sat in the living room but heard richard's phone go off. He came in and said "Nottingham is in Tier 4 now, so that means our in store meetings are off. I will have to do it all online with you" which is fine and saves me a journey! it means we cant physically see the toilet and taps etc we would like but he said once the store opens up we can come view and even change our order. It sounded all ok. But he said that I need to pay part of the deposit on saturday despite the work not being able to be started til march/april time. I felt this was a bit pushy. I would have 3 days to part with up to maybe £6000 and i would see the design for the first time on saturday and be expected to make a decision there and then whether or not to go ahead with it. So he can sod that. I need to come away and think.
He left and I text my mum to say the guy had gone, she was on a walk in the neighbourhood with dad and said she would pop in so they did for a good hour and we talked bathrooms. cant say I feel any better about any of it to be honest! but jack told me not to worry about any of it and to just see what price they even quote us for first.
We made dinner a bit earlier as I hungry, we made sweet potato wedges and chicken and had cobs. so wholesome dinner cooked from scratch. I did eat mine quickly but it was cus i was so hungry. But I didnt have tummy ache even tho food had poisoned me all day i seem to have escaped with dinner. Jack went for a shower and i went upstairs to go start drawing. Then my mouth pooled with saliva and thought "am I gonna be sick?" so i ran to the bathroom - where jack was showering - i shouted "sorry jack!!" and was just spitting into the toilet. Luckily wasnt sick. havent been sick since i was 16 and i am still up holding that record. Jack was like "you ok!?" i said "yeah just not sure if i am gonna be sick or not i am so sorry" he was fine and continued showering, I never looked at him once. which he found weird he was like "all we've done, been through, seen each other naked and you cant look at me in the shower!? we've even bathed together Jo" I thought 'all valid points but it felt like i should give him some privacy some how' I laid on the sofa in a ball when I was sure i was keeping my guts in. Jack brought Oz in for a hop round but he didnt do much think he was tired bunny.
Took Oz home and then went upstairs to look at book cases for the spare room but ended up finding a tv cabinet locally, so I have emailed them to see if i can have it and go pick it up sometime :)
It is dark wood like the rest of our furniture in the living room but has the added bonus of keeping the cables locked away. Oz seems to have taken a liking sitting in front of the tv which nice but sometimes he goes behind the tv where the cables are and it frightens me to death so if I can hide the cables from him that would be amazing for all involved! the guy selling this cabinet also has this really odd looking piece of furniture that I think is traditionally put inside kitchens but I am wondering if I can make use of it in my craft room. So I might have a look at it when I pick my cabinet up. If I wanted it I would need to come back with dad's van as no way would it fit in my car.
So might be picking up a 'new' tv cabinet, ours came with the house and is just black glass.
not sure what else we are doing tomorrow really apart from going over to mum's for food in the evening.
honestly its 9pm and I still havent done any drawing!
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