won my dressing table

 Evening

I had a bad night, after I had watched Inuyasha with Jack we went to bed and he cuddled me ^^

which i was glad of as the room was bloody freezing. God that bedroom is cold. The bedsheets actually feel damp when you get in. I cant wait to change the radiator in there!

I kept waking up, a lot of the time to the sound of jack clamping his teeth together and grinding them, which isnt like him, yes he does the odd clamp down but he doesnt grind. I wasnt sure whether to wake him up or not. then at 3am I woke up to it AND needed a wee so I got up and I was up then, pain killers and such followed and at 3:30am jack got up to me. I sat with him I had a cup of tea and cereal XD had my breakfast at 4am really! We put the heating on as the house was just so cold! 

I woke up at 9am, I had had a dream where mia had lost her two dogs and I went out searching for them and turned into a wolf (its always a wolf) and went seeking them out, found them and was having a playful dog fight with them, then a big wolf came over and started to try and mate with me, so naturally i wasnt having any of this and put him in his place. This turned into a proper wolf fight -____-

I always dream about this kinda thing ><

but this morning I felt kind of out of it, like I hadnt taken my antidepressant when I know I had. I kept popping into the bedroom to see how Jack was and he was just groan my name...so I left him to it and went to mum's for a shower. I rang jack afterwards and he had only just got up....really enjoyed a lay in huh. But I was glad I had left him to it instead of getting him up. 

I came back home after I had sat with Ozwald

me and jack had fruit loaf for lunch then went for a walk. I wanted to do a big walk but my body wasnt up for doing such a task >.> 

when we came back I crawled to my bed, but got up at 2:30pm to bid for my dressing table which I can safely say I won! got it for £52! well happy

then I just laid around I felt really down and wanted my Oz who was still at my parents house. Jack was gaming he did come into check on me and tried to motivate me and offer to do things with me but i just didnt want any of it i just needed to be alone in a way. 

Later we decided to pop out to the shop for a few bits but also for some paint so i can redecorate the dressing table as I want it bright colours and covered in manga pages. 

from there I let jack drive us to my parents house as he hasnt driven in about 2 weeks so we both thought he needs to keep the practice up even if it was only a 5min drive.

when we got there jack had a shower, I saw Oz and then I helped with dinner, had dinner, sat with Oz and had some cake mum had made in the afternoon, then we came home with Ozwald. Jack practically ran off to go start his computer up as I said to him he might as well go game on his saturday night as I am never up for much really. Im tired and not in the mood to do a lot at night. I function in the morning and it seems unfair making him go to bed early on weekend with me. So he is up there gaming and I am just doing my diary alone in the living room. fun. its 9:30pm so I will probably take my meds and go to bed.

Tomorrow

think we are doing our weekly sunday shop

then I will go to mum and dad's for a shower, the novelty has truly worn off XD then unsure what we will do the rest of the day really. Nothing planned. Its cold and muddy everywhere, shops arent open to browse round and you cant see anyone. it is a very dull, long, hard winter.

im hoping tomorrow my dad will go with me to fetch this dressing table as i need his van, i dont think it will fit in my car...