Chris's birthday

 Evening

Last night I was pretty dead and didnt do any exercise. Jack was gaming and I just sat with Oz and went for a bath. I sat with the massager til Jack came downstairs, we watched Fruits Basket, went to bed and I slept through the night til 7:50am

I got up this morning and felt a bit worn out but felt better than yesterday morning that was for bloody sure. So I went with Jack to post my cousin's birthday present, we went down to wilkos as we needed a few bits for school. Then I took Jack to Munchies - where my brother goes every friday morning. For a breakfast baguette, Jack got a foot long baguette with hash browns, bacon, sausage, egg all for £4.70! Bloody bargain that! We got home and I had the rest of my breakfast as I couldnt face it again this morning, and Jack ate his baguette, he was quiet and I could tell he was loving every bite...He said he would go munchies again XD

It's Chris's birthday today and as we missed his 30th last year cus of lock down I thought I would make him a birthday card which he loved ^^ I drew his favourite character which is Chi from Chobits, holding cheese and chris is a cheese fiend

My mum wanted to know how I was today so I gave her a ring. She asked when i was next going down to tk maxx, she had forgotten to pick something up. So I suggested that we go for an hour, as long as its just that 1 shop and nothing else. 

I went to mum's and she drove us down to tk maxx. I picked up a father day presents for dad which is a tshirt, I picked up a couple of tshirts for jack, some birthday presents for jack, some skin care (which the woman didnt charge me for!) I got some leggings for work. Some gardening equipment too. So it was worth the trip. Mum was happy as I was pointing out skincare for her, shes really worried about the whole aging thing so it was good to help her as I do know a thing or two.

I got back to mums and we had a brew with the sows on our laps, I spoke with my brother for a bit, dad came back home so I said hello to him then I was home for 1pm for my lunch. Mum had lent me some pots for me to grow my sunflowers in when I pot them.

I had my lunch which I didnt really want but ate it. I had a massive sleep in the day as well, I was annoyed that I had wasted time in bed but I could not help that.

I got up and had Oz in and then we did dinner. I feel a bit awful for Jack as his friends were meeting up at harvey's tonight and I didnt want to go I do not have the strength for that but because Jack can not drive he cant get there and I knew he didnt want to ask me to play taxi so he said he wasnt fussed but I wondered otherwise, his other friends online then are online tonight but not until 10pm and I said to jack I can go to bed by myself but he said "when youre feeling better ill try again as its not working right now is it" I felt bad. I offered to drug myself up so Id sleep. but he said "how selfish is it of me to ask you to drug yourself up so I can game" But hes missing out because of me.

As the evening has gone on, Ive become tired and struggling to hold the mentalness back so I have told him I dont want him gaming late I need him tonight. he is fine. I just feel selfish. 

I had an early bath as I can not work out. I am exhausted. Heck I was tired in the bath just washing myself! So yeah no work out today. Jack sat with oz then when I was dressed I sat with Oz.

We are both going into the study now I might do some drawing and Jack gaming.

I have decided to not weigh myself this week as I cant cope with anymore.

tomorrow is food shopping and chores, sure I will be exhausted after tomorrow T^T

but I achieved stuff today~