Redrawing Ninetails

 Evening

I had an alright evening but struggled to sleep due to pain, took me til gone midnight, I almost got up but I think Jack knew or sensed I couldnt sleep so he stroked my back and it did calm things down, I wonder if he did that in his sleep? I shall ask him~

I got up at 8am and felt a bit rough and weak, had an easy morning, tried porridge for breakfast instead of meat and it made my stomach make some noises, I had to go toilet and my stomach felt heavy with porridge so I am not wanting that again.

We went food shopping which really tired me out but we did it

when we got back we had a brew with Oz, he's been a bit quiet today, We have brought some parsley for him to try - the girls like it XD

We made my soup and whilst it was cooking I somehow cleaned Oz out and the bathroom but it about killed me off. I needed to do my chores, I will not be beaten.

After lunch I slept for 40mins and when I got up we went for a very short walk as I wanted to. When we came back we had another brew with Oz.

I then did some drawing, I am 'redrawing' a picture of Ninetails I did in I think 2018? Ether way I want to see if I can do better now, just drawing the line art Jack says he can see the improvement  ^^ I can tell I am tired tho as I was looking at thinking 'its not quite right, but 8 tails is right' jack pointed out "it needs 9 tails" yeah the clue is some what in the name....

I did dinner. To be honest if it wasnt for Jack helping out and eating with me I probably wouldnt bother with dinner. Which made me reflect on how little I have been eating the past few days. I havent been having my snacks, just my main meals....I need to try harder to eat.

Now I am gonna do some drawing, have a bath and see Oz and maybe do my nails. I was gonna try out my new weights for 10mins but I will see how I feel.

We got our new anime dvds from mum this morning.

chobits works fine

Inuyasha final act....they dont even load!! theyre worse than the first lot! I am gutted as its like Im not suppose to see this series T^T

tomorrow

it's school

and of course I am worried about how the day will go. Will I get through it?