Pierced my own ear

 Evening

I could not sleep last night, I was very unsettled. We watched Chobits and jack did me a piece of fruit loaf which we havent done before at night XD

I got into bed and got a bit tearful. Again with the tears >.>

Of course Jack comforted me but I couldnt sleep and my jaw and ears hurt for some reason

At midnight I got up and stayed up for an hour. I took my painkillers and it was only when they had kicked in did I fall asleep

I woke up at the alarm of 6:20am so I had probably only just managed 5 hours sleep T^T

I did not want to get up and felt stupidly anxious about the day

why?

why? when I wasnt even the one going to school!!!

Stupid!

I got up with Jack and ate breakfast, I realised at midnight I hadnt cooked my chicken breast for breakfast so I would have no breakfast but Jack realised before I could say anything and did me a piece of fruit loaf. He is always taking care of me ^^

I drove him to work and then drove home again, txting him to say I was home like he asked me to

I quickly got to work on the dinner, making the sauce and meatballs all to throw in the slow cooker.

Literally as I finished Mia showed up with the dogs and we went for a walk which was nice ^^ it was good to see her. I told her what I had been through. We had an immature laugh over doing wee and poo samples. She wanted to know how I did them XD She then wanted filling on whats its being tested for and what those things were ^^;

wee - diabetes 

poo - cystic fibrosis

blood - auto immune diseases, vitamin D and other bits

I got home and did a few jobs round the house. I also pierced my own ear :D I did it! I used a cleaning wipe thing and washed my hands and yeah it was painless. Like that pain is literally nothing. I just struggled to get the used piercer off my ear!! But I managed it. Yeah I would do it again its not bad at all. I just need to make sure to keep it clean :) I now have 8 piercings 

at 11am I sat down with a well earned cup of tea and my brother rang XD

he called mostly to rant about dad, so no change there really

I had lunch, once again I wasnt fussed on food but ate it and had a biscuit and an apple

I rang mum and she came over for abit, she helped me clean up

She brought me some more plush over and figures and some boxes, we will slowly bring my stuff over!

We had a cup of tea and a chat and it was nice to have the company as I think I would have just slept all afternoon other wise.

She left and Jack came and we were happy to be with one another. I felt anxious about him coming home from work and talking about work. But mum said I dont have to hear about work if I dont want to which is true, its also my life and I think I wanna know how stuff is going. But I told Jack how I felt and he just gave me a skimmed over version of his day so it was ok actually

I did the dinner and Jack cleared up, he was actually ok about me piercing my own ear. He says he just worries. My brother was impressed I had managed to do it myself and home alone XD

Tonight not sure what I will do tonight, half tempted to do some exercise of some description but I will see. Can't push myself even if I want to ><

tomorrow

day off again

the electrician is coming over and I think I will pop out and collect my doctors note :)

I hope I sleep tonight, so tired ><

on a happy note, I won a plush today :D