Give me space in bed!

 Evening

I couldnt sleep last night -_____- just ached like hell. After 90mins of being in bed I got up and took pain killers and climbed back into my bed and did fall asleep. Jack kept offering to get up with me but I didnt want to have to get up. He yelled something out in his sleep which woke me, then I got comfy again - facing him - and got elbowed in the nose by him TT^TT he didnt even wake up despite me going OW!!! so thats the other day he crushed my hand in his sleep and now this. Give me space!!

I did not want to get up this morning, almost fell asleep after my alarm was turned off ><

I was ok about going school tho, wasnt anxious. However I just did not want to talk to people

I got to school, prepped my day and prepped tomorrow all by 9am! So then I spent the rest of my morning being anti-social on my PC drawing the front covers for the students science books. I got the year 7&8 chemistry done!! got biology next then physics but it looks really good! Its been sent to head of department to get the thumbs up, so fingers crossed he will like it. If it gets the green light our booklets will look so much better than the other departments!

I left at lunch with a headache, I think cus I had been looking at a screen for so long and probably wasnt blinking XD

Mum came over for lunch and told me the doctors had switched dads antidepressant and hes on the same one as me! only on the smallest dose to start. But so glad. and hes agreed to have talking therapy. We were both shocked that he does in fact know what an arse he is

I laid on my bed for an hour when mum left

then got up and did my admin job of changing the address of my car just got to post it. but it is a good job done, then I water coloured Jack's birthday card, that just needs outlining now

I sat on the sofa for a bit then Jack came home, we did dinner. Dinner was nice but gave me awful stomach pains. I was on the bed for an hour in a ball. Waste of life

Now I have exercise to do and Oz to sit with >< I can not bare to do exercise as I am so god damn tired I literally just want my bed. I am so tired T^T

I am sure I will manage something tho, I always do

Id go for a walk but Jack is in his pyjamas now :/ but maybe a walk would be too much. Quick 10min video is what I need XD

Tomorrow is school

hopefully have more time to draw again, Ii just keep doing a little bit each night and I can slowly see progress. If I have time tonight it will be flareon's eyes