Evening
We were in bed for 10pm last night and by 11:10 I was waking Jack up to say I couldnt sleep. He told me if I couldnt sleep to wake him otherwise he would be cross. I tried to wake him gently but had no luck that guy sleeps like the dead. But as I got out of bed he woke so he got up with me for a bit and I took yet more drugs....so sick of drugs lately. But I wonder if the massage had caught up with me. It felt like I was laying on concrete....
I eventually slept and woke up at 8am I got Oz up who had food dust all over his nose, his dish was almost empty. Someone has clearly already had breakfast XD
This morning I had another good headache but I wanted to make the most of the holiday, so we went for another 90min walk round some woods it was nice just hard work and I needed my inhaler several times. We got back and had lunch then I practically ran to bed and told Jack not to wake me. Mum was gonna come help Jack with the gardening.
I was woken....by my mum coming round the bedroom door with my stitch plushie I have had 16 years she said she is finally able to let him come over. She always relates that plush to me and to see it off my bed was gonna be hard for her she says. So I was woken with plush so no volcanoes went off or earthquakes. Jack didnt dare wake me XD
I sat with mum and had a brew and then we all went outside with Oz and gardened apart from me. Jo is banned. Oz does more gardening than me! How shameful is that! Im just there for company.....
we came in and had a brew and I had fruit loaf too~ mum went at 5pm and then we had baths and had dinner. Jack pretty much had to dash off for gaming.
So I have been by myself
I decided that I would bite the bullet and look at gardens and such T^T its such a chore as I am so limited so what we can actually have as we need to be able to do it, afford it, buy it, lay it, etc
not an easy task but I found some ideas and I even painted a sketch of what the garden could look like. As mum and Jack have been asking for a sketch. I just feel deflated by it all as I cant help with anything!! I only get to 'garden' by putting plants in and pruning them T^T
I then ordered some skin care, looked at dances as I want to learn a hard dance for my 30th birthday. I want a challenge.
Then I had Oz in, and I gave him a good grooming, he had treats but kept nudging me for more >.> he is so greedy but he is finally starting to look thinner and I think its cus hes been outside so much with Jack gardening.
Now I am just waiting around for Jack to finish gaming. I might email my cousin back whilst I am waiting.
Tomorrow
mum is dropping off her work trousers she wants repairing and I need to drop Tara's present off and clean Oz out. Jack wants to clear all the weeds from the garden.
I almost dont feel like taking my medication tonight as literally what does it do? I end up needing more at like midnight >.> I hope I sleep I am so god damn tired.
mum sent me this a while ago of truffs trying to escape the carrying case. mum had left her 5seconds and saw that so got her phone out for a cute photo. Shes so feral and ADHD I love her
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