we have garden plans!

 Evening

I went to bed, and cried

Thinking about life too much i.e. my health and I cried silently on Jack's chest. He noticed when he top was wet. So I talked about it but it wasnt anything like major but once the lid on my emotion jar is off sometimes its hard to put it back on. I bottle a lot up that jar always makes the most of being open! I couldnt sleep. Jack told me to wake him if I couldnt sleep. But I just needed to be alone to be honest. So I stayed up til 1am dosed up on pain killers. 

Woke up at 8am

Mum popped over with a delivery of her stuff she wants sewing/fixing then she left 

We went off to Tara's new house

unfortunately she wasnt in but I hadnt told her I was coming, not that she would have let us in, shes very covid-aware. But it was literally in the middle of no where. It was lovely but I couldnt live that far away from everything....her house looks lovely. I have no idea how much that must have cost her....cus its 4 bed in a lovely area. Shes outdone us anyway! I can't wait to see the inside. I left her present behind James's car. I then drove us home. Jack came along to keep me company

we came home and had a brew with Ozwald.

I then cleaned him out and then we talked gardens....I showed jack my painting from last night so he could picture it a bit more what I have in mind. Then I suggested tires as platers and showed photos of what other people have done and he was down for it all and feels happy with our plans theyre not horrendous. Yes they will need our time and effort but price wise it shouldnt cripple us! I need to run my plans past my parents as i like their input. then after that talk we had lunch

I went to bed after lunch but couldnt sleep so I got up. I wasnt tired and was just doing it to kill some of my day really. But I got up and did the sewing jobs that have been steadily mounting up but I got them all done and then I had a brew and fruit loaf by myself as Jack was gaming with friends

he came off it to my surprise and he went to do an hour of gardening and I did an hour of exercise. The video says it burns off 800 calories but I cant see me burning that much off. I had my weights attached. I am gaining muscles on the underneath part of my arm now! Jo is hench XD

I had a shower cus I was dripping my clothes were soaked. Jack had a shower then we did dinner which was good. I sat and did some more diamond painting then went out to Ozwald and watered some plants. Now doing diary and gonna get him in.

Tomorrow

food shop, clean bathroom and make soup then at 3:15pm we have our 2nd/last covid vaccination T^T