Miho got her gifts!

 Konbanwa~~~

I slept ok but I still felt tired when I got up

I was also anxious, very anxious. And not even sure what I was anxious about!

All day nothing has sat right in my stomach. I have been hungry all day like no food leaves my stomach to my intestines like I have 'road closed' sign up after my stomach. But food has been giving me stomach ache as well. Every sodding meal. I had to hot bag on my stomach on the way to school and I have had it with me a lot today.

I was anxious at school and a bit teary 

I was anxious about  my biology lesson

and there was enough to do today but wasnt run off  my feet like yesterday luckily. I still got very little time for art or anything fun.

I just wanted to come home

I did have extra food with me at school today but made no difference T^T

I came home and had a cup of tea with mum and Jack

then had dinner which was pizza for jack and stew out the freezer for me.

then died with stomach ache for an hour

then I did 15mins of exercise and had a hot bath

not done anything else really

I am shatttered

I dont care what Jack choses to do tonight but I am in bed for 9pm

I need sleep!!!

Tomorrow is school and thank bloody god it is friday

on a better note

Miho received her gifts from me today!! she really liked them and her son Leo loved the Molcar plush I sent them and the guinea pig books she was even kind enough to send me a bit of footage of him saying he had got a Molcar <3 hes only 2 ^^ We both said we would like to do it again

I might suggest in the new year as we can maybe pick up some stuff in january sales. I am glad we have both enjoyed it tho. I t was a fun experience and I am actually really happy she is up for it again ^^