I have Myres Irlen Syndrome

 Evening

ahhhh another week done

Last night I did sleep, however I  had a nightmare about my dad abusing me and so in my sleep I kneed Jack in the back (he told me in the morning) I woke up from my nightmare as I was about to be slapped in the face by dad, I went to bite his hand and actually bit my pillow....hard...XD but woke me up

I was not feeling it today, just couldnt be arsed to turn up for work

I mean work was ok, I messed up a practical by adding too much chemical so it worked that fast the students couldnt time it...woops...didnt realise til about 3 hours afterwards but I confessed my sins to Luke whos practical it was. He was totally fine and said he was over it XD

I managed to do some art which was nice but not much as me and Jack spent a lot of time tidying up the prep room as we both didnt have loads on today and the prep room was a mess. Luckily I have no practicals on monday which is good.

When I was leaving school mum said she had ran into traffic on her way home from derby with dad

they had gone out for the day to cycle through bakewell. But traffic on the way home made them take an hour longer than normal. So she asked me if I would take the pigs to my house or put them out in her garden. But I wasnt sure what time she would make it home and she was planning on seeing me when she got home but I kinda wondered if that was gonna be possible

so I put the pigs out in her garden

and it was a good job I did as it usually takes an hour to drive back from there. Took them 2 and half hours. I said to her I would see her tomorrow morning. To just get home, chill out from the traffic, and relax as shes been cycling for 2 hours as well today. And if it was me Id just want to get home and not socialise.

We had dinner, but I fell asleep on my bed for half hour so Jack had to wake me so I could make dinner ><

He went to go game and I did 20mins of exercise then showered and now with Oz

Tomorrow

probably clean bathroom, do biology homework, shopping list, clean Oz out and then see mum in the morning and then come home for lunch, sleep and god knows about the afternoon. But I am glad its the weekend

I got sad news today that my uncle has had covid and my cousin got it from him yesterday. Shes poorly on the sofa and I hope he is looking after her as she doesnt sound good. I hope shes gonna be ok. shes double jabbed but her body isnt in the best of conditions. 

I sat and read my dyslexic report at school today. It was done in 2010

and what a spaz I am

it does say my IQ (in 2010)  is high average so that was a plus

but yeah what I read, I can not believe I didnt get help in school.

I also have myres irlen syndrome.....first I knew of it!!! 

that has links with ADHD - I googled what the hell it even was

so I decided then and there I would go to a GP and go talk about ADHD. So I am booked in on 22nd I believe to do that.

its weird as I feel I never read my dyslexic report, my mum has when it was first done but I dont know if I bothered to read it. Whats more, I dont even remember doing the dyslexic test but from reading it, its an intensive test.