Halloween 2021!

 Boooo!

sleeping tablets WORK, like the ones you get on prescription - work

I took them last night and I could feel myself feeling drowsy within half hour and along with came the taste of death in my mouth

I went to bed and that was it I was out! Next thing I knew it was morning!! The night felt like an hour. I felt like I had actual sleep too. Jack said I hardly moved in my sleep whereas I usually move a lot in my sleep (I ache in my sleep as theres no rest from fibromylgia!)

So yes it was a good start to my day, I didnt feel tired and drowsy from the meds ether. I just had the words rankest taste in my mouth which affects the way food tastes. Nothing gets rid of the taste and everything doesnt taste as normal. I have had these sleeping tablets before, my dad last month was prescribed them, took them once and decided he didnt like them. So I said to mum "GIMME GIMME GIMME!!"  theyre like sodding gold dust! Doctors dont like handing them out

anyway

so last night was the art teachers halloween party! her name is Tracey and we went 2 years ago to her party which we both enjoyed and this year she was having an outdoor party. Lizzi the art technician was going so we said we would see her there

we got dressed up, Jack said I looked in my normal get up XD and he was a vampire he made a good vampire actually. 

The decorations were bloody fantastic honestly. Tracey said she had spend the last 2 weeks putting it all up and I could believe it. She had decorated all inside too as she gave the option to guests to go inside but she had also put gazebos outside and seating

we found Lizzi straight away

so we were with her and the other art teacher turned up with her sister so the 4 of us were chatting away, we stayed about 2 and a half hours. But I was getting so cold. My legs felt like complete blocks of ice. How Lizzi, dressed in mini skirt and t-shirt dress thing with stocking, wasnt freezing death I have no idea! she i wasnt even drinking!

I felt I had chest burn/heart burn whatever. I couldnt take a full breath in and then I worked it out -- its cold and damp I need my inhaler. So I went inside to a radiator to try thaw out, and it didnt work I still couldnt breathe properly. Jack found me 15mins later and I told him how I felt. He said we could go home, the other art teacher and her sister were leaving. We told Lizzi we were going so the 4 of us left. We had had a lovely time it was nice to see people outside of work and get dressed up. 

We came in and got Oz inside, despite it being 10:45pm! He loved coming in late XD we had hot chocolate with him, I had taken the sleeping tablet and we went to bed without anime. It was about 11:30pm when we got into bed

today

we went food shopping in the pouring rain my god the weather was horrid. We had Oz inside a lot today just cus its been too horrible for him to play out.

We came home and unpacked and had Oz in, had tea with him. Then we made lunch

after lunch i laid on the bed for a bit and then got up for a walk as the sun came out for one hour and one hour only today!

we came back and I said to jack I was hungry and needed brew so we had that and then started out pumpkin carving!! Mine was so hard to carve. It was home grown by the DT technician but the pumpkin flesh was 2" thick so it wore me out carving that bugger. Jack did a fantastic job of the ghost pumpkin. He said he felt it was the best he ever did. I was glad he had enjoyed it even if I felt like mine had been a total flop XD

we decorated the outside and put pumpkins in the windows and my light up pumpkin in the other window then we sorted out a few finances and then did dinner.

We answered the door a lot to trick or treaters! all our sweets went! so we quickly took down the decorations so the kids knew not to waste their time on us. After that think we only got called on twice but we obviously didnt answer the door as we had run out! So that was nice 

I then had a nice bath after dinner and a bit of a pampering, Jack had it after me and now we are gonna watch some anime with hot choc. I am going bed alone and Jack is gonna game with Theo. I am taking sleeping tablets again as I wish to sleep! I plan to be in bed before 9pm! 

tomorrow is school TT^TT sweet jesus thats come round far too fast

I can tell school is stressing me out tho even if I say "im fine" Im not. Im hearing tunes that arent actually there and feel very on the edge. yeah...im mental I guess....but sleeping tablets yay!