I was just in a depressive state thats all

 Evening

I just haven't felt like doing my diary

I was in a rather depressive state and I couldnt face writing about how crap I felt about life

My thoughts went to dark places. Im not going to write them as I want to move on from them

I just wasnt good and wondered what the point to life was

Im did another box frame over the weekend but need to take photos of it

I didnt sleep that well for school today so I have been tired all day but I havent had much on so I have just done easy sitting down tasks.

I have horrible rat dissections this week tho. total of 3 times. twice on wednesday and I want that day to work from home!! I cant face being round that much rat being cut up right now. Its too distressing with my mental state.

Oz has still had off tummy. Its not every day but its a lot lately. I have ordered him some probiotic to try its one I have had before. But waiting for it to come. Its only what the vet would prescribe anyway and Id rather not stress him out with the vet right now.

I have just this week to go

wednesday Im working from home

friday I finish at 1! so its not too bad of a week I suppose.

dont want to go tomorrow  tho

just dont want to go.

tonight I have still got to do some exercise but not sure what to do yet. Maybe just dance.

then have a nice bath, watch anime and play pokemon.

got to sort Oz's bum out before I take him home T^T

poor bun