"are you ok?"

 Evening

I did not sleep well

I am so tired

waking for a wee at 

10:30pm

1:02am

1:24am

seriously!? what the hell! literally taking the pee

It was still so windy on the way to school. The car was moving in the wind! the lights in the house earlier kept flickering

school was ok

it wasnt particularly hard just long

I was so done

The window guy rang and was trying to come over but obviously we are at work now, however I arranged for him to come at 4pm and for mum to let him in. On the way we hit roadworks so it took us longer to get home I was a cripple getting out the car. I was stressed as I felt I had 2 people waiting on us.

The guy was nice and put all the measurements down and what we want, hes gone to go price it up and will give us a quote. 

we did dinner which luckily was pretty easy as I had cooked the chicken yesterday

I did 30mins of yoga which Oz joined in on, and I fussed him LOADS, he was in the mood for a good fussing, think he had missed us today.

I had a bath and now I want my bed but I will watch anime

tomorrow another dull school day

today I was asked several times by different people "are you ok?"

yup peeps I am currently this pale and dead looking as this is my life

I just reply "yeah im fine"

as what do you say? "no Im not ok, how long have  you got? my life is a wreck. Just 35 more years and I can end it" but no you say the generic "im fine" cus people dont car, people dont wanna know, people havent got time. So what is even the point to "are you ok?"

i am pale, my lips have no colour heck even my NAILS have gone a pale colour. My feet and hands are often pale/blue/purple. I look like death 24/7

still, we go on