I had a go with my new crayons

 Evening

I slept pretty well last night, given the wind and rain

also when Jack told me this morning - he had actually left me in the night! I did not know this! He was playing pokemon in bed, it hadnt gone well and he felt wound up so he went upstairs to game on his PC and kill things XD I had no idea any of this went off. Good job as I would have killed him if he had woke me. We both got up at 8am anyway cus we needed to do food shop. It was just so horrible out there tho T^T

Food shop was ok, I was going dizzy a lot. Like my heart was working over time just to keep me upright. My lips were lilac and white when I got up. Jack said I looked pale round the shop. he told me to stop bending down for things. Which is what mum told me to do at TK on friday cus I was like this on friday. My blood doesnt seem to be very good right now. Maybe I am anaemic? Im so pale and dizzy and exhausted so I am wondering if to get a blood test done.

we got home and unpacked well Jack unpacked anyway.

then for an hour after I had sat down, I was cooking. I got a lot done ^^ made biscuits and half made 3 dinners! anything to make life easier for myself for when i go back to school!

I had lunch with Jack then I did some colouring in with my new pencil crayons ^^ it was nice to do as I havent done that in such a long time and theyre really good. It made me realise just how time consuming it is compared to digital art! I kept taking breaks as I was tired and achy

I had a break with Oz and Jack tho. I had a brew and fruit loaf. Then somehow managed 50mins of yoga. I really wanted to stretch myself out. Oz kept checking in on me. Jack said I looked pale and waxy. I have no idea what he sees in me. My health sucks and I look like death 99% of the time

Im just doing dinner now I hope it will be good ^^

Then I suppose I will have a bath and go to bed

I have my outfit sorted for tomorrow as unfortunately it is school tomorrow. After 9 days away from the place, I get a taste for freedom to say the least. I have no idea how the hell I am going to manage as I am tired, pale, and struggle to walk.

but hey gotta work til im 65 so I best get used to it! only 35 more years to go~ 

its still windy and rainy out and has been allll day, to be honest the whole of this holiday has been crap weather. Oz is happy to be in anyway