I've got Jack again tomorrow

 Evening

I just can't sleep at night. My back - 4 weeks on - is still painful and tight. I am in desperate need of a massage but I know once that massage comes round its gonna hurt like bitch ><

So we got up at 7:30am and got ready and went shopping. 

Shopping exhausted Jack, we got there and lined up for 30seconds then the doors opened. We got to a checkout as they opened, we were only in there half hour for a weekly shop. Like ninjas but it exhausted my Jack

I had so much kitchen work to do once we were home

breakfast chicken to cook

pork to marinade for tomorrow

fish to marinade for tonight

soup to make for lunches for the week 

^^; it was a lot but I got it done in an hour~ AND cleaned the bathroom which took me over the hour. But I knew if I didnt do then I wouldnt do it as I was DEAD

after lunch I laid on my bed with hammington for 2 hours, in and out of sleep. Just exhaustion

I offered to take Jack in the car, I mean I wasnt looking forward to sitting in the car as my back hurt and I had done any exercise yet. When I spoke to him tho we decided that realistically he is not well enough to go school tomorrow. If a half hour shop killed him off how is gonna last 8 hours? so he said he will go in the car tomorrow which is fair enough

I did some drawing with Oz in the living room and Jack came to play pokemon

then I did dinner, had a bath then I did an hour of yoga, I could not be arsed but jesus christ my back was just so stiff and painful I had to do something. Jack went to game with harvey and theo. And theo announced that the girl he's been 'seeing' (seeing being the polite word) since before christmas is now his girlfriend! His first ever girlfriend at 29! I am pleased for him ^^ I could tell that Jack was happy for him too. Wonder when we can meet her. Shes brazillian. Harvey has met her as shes always over. Think he's heard her a lot too....

So hes finished gaming and its 9:20pm so we will probably go and play pokemon in bed and then try sleep. Please god I need to sleep through the night. Its been weeks since I slept through T^T

tomorrow mummy said she will see me, we might pop shops but see how I am first. I am relieved my Jack has been sensible and not going back to work too early. Hes really not right yet. I expect him to go back sometime this week tho as I could tell he wanted to go back tomorrow but I was like "youre sick!" he hasnt done another test as frankly whats the point. Hes sick and not going work