only £1100

 Evening

totally forgot to do this yesterday!

But yesterday wasnt anything great really. 

I went TK MAXX with mummy, didnt get a lot really

Today my Jack is still poorly T^T

covid got him good

I made some sort of lemon cake which Jack didnt like! The first food ever I have made that Jack does not like! The korean pork at dinner he loved and requested I wrote the recipe down and make it for him again XD

today I went for a walk by myself for 45mins in the morning which was nice, I had actually had a better night's sleep too. 

I did some drawing, I looked at skin care online as I am struggling to get what I want for a decent price. Lizi suggested Yesstyle and I was impressed with it actually and got what I needed for mum, jack and myself. spent £103 on skin care but it was suppose to be closer to £200 and it should last us a long while.

Mum came over but sat with me in the garden with Ozwald

she tried my lemon cake and liked it ^^

Jack helped me make salad for dinner and we prepped the dinner to whack in slow cooker tomorrow

we are gonna do another covid test tomorrow to see whats what

Just life a bit dull really. Both poorly, both would like to return to work

I can not wait to return to announce to everyone I am leaving. I would love to tell people I am sodding off. But instead I am tempted to keep it quiet and just announce when I have a new job. I got my pay cheque today and I never look at it as I dont understand it but I let jack see it

I was like "so what do I actually get each month?"

he said "after tax, £1100"

"thats it!?"

I honestly thought it was more like £1400 which is still rubbish for a monday to friday 8-4 job. I am basically a slightly glamourous slave. 

why do I do all the work I do for this?

what tops it off is that I was due to get a pay rise LAST april but only in this pay check I received it yup its taken them a whole year to sort that out. Grand total for the year of £200!!! woop!

which was totally deducted as it was taxed so I got nothing

I am no longer feeling guilty about having a month off work 

I can not wait to jack it all in

Jack told me if I get the art technician job that I wont be taxed on what I earn as I wont earn enough! so that will be something, to not get taxed for working my ass off.