Jack's sick

 Evening

Jack today decided he was too poorly for school and stayed off for another day

we both went back to sleep. I woke up at 7:30am and got up and did some yoga with Oz. I woke Jack up at 9:30am for some breakfast.

I went back to bed around 10ish

we had lunch and then I went to see mummy which was nice

I left there and came home,  I had a cup of tea outside in the sun with my boys

we then both did the salads for dinner and prepped the korean noodles for tomorrow's slow cooker

we had dinner

then my brother popped over to do my laptop battery as the one I ordered lasted 45days.....

Jack stayed away tho

My brother left and I had a bath, whilst I was in the bath Jack did a covid test. He did one on sunday and was fine. He didnt do one yesterday but todays has come back positive

I felt sick

I cried

selfishly I worried about myself

as it means Jack is off work now til next week

I return on thursday

I can not go back without him

so I cried. He comforted me

I did a covid test and im negative. But I think its only a matter of days before I get it

I share a house, a bedroom, a sofa with him. I havent kissed him in weeks, I have kept cutlery separate, and tried to keep my distance but yeah I have resigned myself to this

I dont want covid

I dont want to go school by myself so asked jack if I can work from home when I return he said it should be fine

i feel sick

i will tell my mum tomorrow. I am dying to tell her right this minute but I know she would be worried sick and not sleep. My brother would have a mental breakdown worrying if he had caught it from jack. So I will speak to her tomorrow on the phone and tell her whats what