It's been a while ^^;
I have just been sick
mentally and physically
and trust me when I say - the last thing I needed was to sit writing about how crap life was and how crap I was feeling.
I am still recovering but I am alive and getting there
I am coming to terms with working part time and accepting more help
So my last week or so has been spent at home - surprise surprise!
Cus I literally couldnt do much else!
My mum took me out to the odd shop like literally 1 shop for half hour and then I was DONE I was in bed. I did want to get out but I told her in the end 'I cant do this its exhausting. Im off sick not off on holiday" so shes left me alone this week as I need to get better. she took me out I think a total of 3 times over these last 3 weeks. Apart from that I have been home really.
Jack has been working hard I do feel for him
today he is off sick too! He has a dry tickly cough, headache and off stomach. I think its a bug, hes done covid tests and so far so good. I did 1 just to see. But we are all clear
On saturday we both had something planned
I was seeing Mia and the rest of her bridesmaids and Jack was going over to chris's house to sleep over for a nerds night and there was like 8 of them
but I was just far too poorly. I was unable to go. Jack was unsure whether to leave me of not but I told him to go. I wanted him to unwind and enjoy himself as hes been working so hard.
So I stayed home, did some yoga, fussed Oz, had a hot bath and a pamper. I was in bed for 8:45pm and fell asleep at 9:15 and actually slept really well
much to my surprise Jack was home like 9am! Chris brought him home for me. Hungover of course but it was nice that I had got to see him some of the weekend
I ended up catching up with Mia today actually. She gave me flowers as she had brought all her bridesmaids flowers. All 4 of us. 2 friends 1 cousin 1 sister.
we caught up and stuff and I saw her wedding dress which was lovely on her. Very mia.
she showed me online the bridesmaid dress we are all wearing and its fantastic and I am very relived even more so as she says we can pick our shoes!
I told her about my life lately and working part time
oh speaking of which
Lizi - the art technician at work has decided to put in her form to become a trainee teacher
but you cant be both technician AND trainee teacher so her job it up for grabs. I will go talk to her and the art teacher when I go back on thursday and say basically "I want your job" but I didnt want to txt her that XD I dont particularly want the job but i know its the right thing to do right now in my life so I am gonna do it. If I got the job id be working monday - friday 8am - 2pm
its mega part time XD i get the school holidays too!!
Not a lot else has happened
going back to school on thursday. I will hopefully be doing half days for a week.
I had a period the first one since christmas. I think dogs have bigger periods than that. I am not sure if its because my body is so sick right now but yeah it wasnt worth having XD but good to have a clear out I guess.
I did some drawing and made jack a poster for his study, I did him a phone case and I have started a painting. I have ordered a load of new earrings as I want to change everything up thats in my ears basically. I have 9 piercing and I am changing 8 of them!
I will try to keep up with my diary now
I feel a bit more able to keep up with it now
I leave you a photo of my loaf
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