didnt need pain killers in the night

 Evening

I struggled to get off to sleep despite being shattered

I woke up at 3am, cold and tummy ache but nothing came of it despite bothering to sit on the toilet. Usually by this point I am taking pain killers to help me get off to sleep but last night I thought I would actually TRY and get to sleep without taking anything.

much to my surprise, I did in fact, fall asleep without pain killers

I told jack in the morning he gave me a hug and said he was proud of me ^^

So this morning, we took a walk to the post office as I had missed my Boohoo parcel. Which was a light weight trench coat with a hood! Looks so cool

when we walked back we had a cup of tea

We then went outside to do gardening

Jack put some of the new plants in with my help and i was repotting the cacti, however I could do all of them much to my disappointment as I couldnt reuse the stones they just wouldnt sieve out from the old lot of cacti. I tried several methods too. So I cut my loses and ordered some more stones later on

id had enough anyway as we did an hour.

I came in and jack made his lunch whilst I pan fried some chicken for my lunch

after lunch I laid on my bed for an hour, I didnt sleep but after an hour of rest I was aching so I got up. I went on my laptop looking at stones - boring task it was

at 3pm I went over to my mums, I cut Truffs fur for her outside. She had almost 2" off her fur length!!! God she was ready. I had to do her as mum sent me a photo of truffs this morning with a hair clip in her fringe....poor truffs.

I then sat talking to mum til 5pm

about various things, one thing was my mental health. How I view doing art and stuff and how I put it off and that I need to break it down into my manageable tasks and steps other wise I put off doing art!

I got home and sent Jack out by himself in the car!

I sent him to go get pie and chips for his dinner as planned, he went out, called me saying the shop was closed? so I said to go to the other we walked by this morning but I half expected him to bottle it and say "ill grab a pizza out the freezer" but no, my Jack stuck with it, drove to a new place and got his pie and chips. I was so proud! I had noodles 

after dinner I watered the plants and had a bath, I did my lazer treatment as I have to be in the mood to do it. Now doing diary but its almost 8:30pm and still done zero art today

maybe I will do some after this?

but then watch anime and go bed