Evening
It took me til about 11pm to sleep, then I kept waking up cus its hot! Yup it was stupid hot....
this morning I got up with Jack and had breakfast with him and Oz. He left for school and I did jobs and and sat round with Oz til 8am then I did a half hour work out, thought I may as well before the heat really kicks off. I then had a cold shower which was nice and needed
I saw the psychiatric nurse with mum around 9:45am, I was so nervous. Why? we were only gonna be talking about me and how I think. It went on for 2 and half hours. Jeez. I wrote loads!!! I was so done. I can't believe I filled both the ADHD section AND the Autism section. I didnt realise how Autistic I am. I think cus I have always had my brother and seeing his autism and not being like that I kinda thought 'thats not me' but its such a broad spectrum I guess. The nurse seems to think I will get some sort of assessment if not both assessments XD yup I am THAT retarded XD I had to laugh through it cus if not i would just feel really different and crap. She told me to feel good about myself as I had learned how to get by in life and adapt to society the best I could with no help. How far I had come and my brain just works a bit different is all.
I had lunch with mummy then she left as I was so drained. I felt as mentally drained as if I had been work! So I had an hour on my bed with Hammington.
The humidity really rammed up in the afternoon, the sun wasnt out but yeesh the humidity was crazy. I was just sweating loads it was like being in a rain forest. Its really cloudy so its gonna be a warm night -______- Jack had been hot today bless him. I was cutting up stuff for stew so he wouldnt have to. He came home and made his lunch and did some washing up then we did dinner which was tasty.
Then he helped me with the last bit of my form which was just box ticking. I watered the garden and took Oz home who has been in 12 bloody hours and he still didnt want to go home! he is greedy and always wants more >.> he is practically a house bun. He hasnt been able to play out today due to the ant powder outside. We have had 2 flying ants in today thats all and there is a lot of dead ants outside ^^ its working but we are gonna leave it there at least another day so thats Oz in all day again tomorrow.
We will watch anime and play pokemon in bed that will be our evening. i have been doing my painting it is coming on its just slow
tomorrow
it is school ugh. Its gonna be hot. Also the lady who was interviewed yesterday for the other half of my job has turned the job down, cant blame her!
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