It was just a bad weekend

 Evening

I didnt do my diary at the weekend as I had a sucky weekend, I was in a bad mood and writing about it all would probably have angered me further. Yeah I felt actually angry at the weekend which is odd for me. It was like, if one more thing went wrong - I would have snapped and lost it. Thats how I felt

I woke up late on Saturday cus Id been up til 2am in pain, I had 30mins to get ready before mum came to pick me up. I had to give her girls a  hair cut then she gave me cake. i came home to find Jack cleaning the kitchen. We then cleaned the  house. It was hard work. We had ant trouble again, my frying pan handle snapped, I couldnt cook the dinner I had planned as I was down a frying pan, I was hot and bothered. I couldnt walk from one of my house to the other without sweating as the humidity is crazy in this country. I felt off and then had to go out food shopping which felt like a massive chore. 

Sunday I had woke up late again I think cus I was shattered. We went out for a new frying pan (the car at 11am said it was 33c), I cleaned the bathroom, I had to deal with the ants again. Just a lot of things felt like they were testing me at the weekend you know? I made Jack very aware of how I was feeling and I could tell he actually gave me space. He doesnt really sweat whereas I sweat for the both of us. Luckily i dont stink otherwise my life would be hell.

So last  night it was another humid  hot night and I woke up what felt like every 30mins man. I was ok getting up for school just anxious.

I met the lady who came to interview for my jobs other hours as I am part time now, she seemed very nice and around my mums kinda age. I wonder if she got the job? given shes our only applicant I bet she got it.

School, well we walked into the prep room at 7:50am I checked a thermometre, 30c.

yup 30c, it was gonna be a hell of day

I quickly got my jobs done then went to do any sitting down jobs I could do in the office, as the science office has air con and it was a dream. I was actually cold with goosebumps in there!! I wasnt complaining tho.

I then left for home where I sweated to death in my hot car

I got home and had lunch with mummy, I fell asleep very quickly on my bed for an hour

I did some painting, I killed some ants, just waiting for Jack to come home then I will do dinner, work out then cold bath. Cold cold bath

Tomorrow

Im seeing a psychiatric nurse to talk about ADHD and Autism and she is gonna help me fill out the mammoth form and hopefully this should get me an assessment for like 6 years time.

I am anxious about it and not looking forward to it as I have been putting this off for months now.

Still its better than going to hot school

Oz has our only fan to himself, keep the bunny cool bless him. He seems to be doing ok in the heat just because we are doing our best to keep him cool and safe.

I want rain.....