Drew my tattoo

 Morning~~~

I was struggling to sleep last night, just couldnt sleep cus I was aching - I had done too much ^^;

so we got up and I had pain killers and fruit loaf, we were only up til 10:45pm tho so it wasnt too bad. I slept well. I dreamed of vampires. 

we woke up at 8:50am, Jack's first words were "its ten to nine!? Oz is not going to be pleased" and he went straight out to that loaf. He loves that rabbit. Almost feel second best here! XD

I felt a bit flat this morning, I just couldnt get going with anything. Just didnt know how to start my day. I didnt have breakfast as my stomach wasnt happy. Jack found me on the bed at 10am and came to structure my day ^^ he says we would go garden centre for cacti and I have meat to cook and cake to make, do art together. I instantly felt better about the day

so we got ready to go out to garden centre. 

we got in the car and the engine management light came on. This worried me. So we called in at my parents house for my dad to look at the car. He doesnt mind. So I was with mum whilst the 3 men were round the XD dad said it was nothing to worry about. Just needs a good run as its been stood a month without use. 

so we left there for the garden centre. I picked up a cute money monkey plant up and 2 oils to put in the diffuser at night, theyre so nice I cant wait to use them!

we came home and I had a bit to eat and then I cooked meat for lunch

we had lunch

and then after lunch I laid on the bed next to Jack whilst he played on skyrim

I then repotted my new plant, its happy and I like it. Ive always wanted one of those but never seen them before

we then sat together doing art. Jack warhammer. and me, well....since my 30th (in february) I have been thinking about a tattoo. I know what I want. the design has not changed. I am scared stiff of getting the tattoo tho. Which is why I havent gone and got it done! but then I didnt want it done, then I did, then I didnt. And all in all, I was glad I had been too scared to go so it meant I didnt rush into getting a tattoo that I would regret. I came across INKBOX a sight were you get temporary tattoos, I found out about them a few months ago but only 3 days ago did I look at the sight and realised you can make your own tattoos!! you can have your own design!

so I decided to make a digital image of the tattoo I want. I was disappointed that I couldnt have colour, you could only have black :/ but still. 

so here's my tattoo

it combines the bunny Jack drew for me for my 29th birthday 

I added the pumpkins as I have true love of pumpkins. I like the design. INKBOX tattoos take 2-3 days to sink into your skin then last about 2 weeks. It cost me £18 for a 2" tattoo!!! thats almost the price of a real tattoo!!! can you believe that!? but if it means I can see it on my body, see how I feel, see what I think. Before committing to it for life, then its £18 well spent. Im actually really excited for this. So thats the art I was doing XD

I then made a cake

I had a look at my work wear. I have been wearing loose trousers/joggers for work for months. Because I was so body conscious, I couldnt bare to wear anything fitted i.e. tights/leggings. But now I have come to accept I am fat. It aint gonna get any better. I dont care. So I am ok wearing tighter stuff now. I thought I would go into work in a skirt or shorts tomorrow teamed with tights.

But I had a look at my work skirts and tights....theyre so tired and worn looking. I never pay much for my clothes. I always buy online so much cheaper from ebay people selling unwanted clothes complete with their tags! So I cleared out some crap, I could have done this ages ago if I knew the state of my wardrobe!

So this meant I was then looking at clothes online. Luckily you can get new with tags boohoo clothes for like £5 of ebay. So new school wear wont cost too much. Not everything is worn out but the stuff that is ok is my winter wear - wool skirts etc

Now just doing dinner

I will do a growwithjo later and have my weekly pamper in the bath

tomorrow is school T^T