witnessed a squirrel death

 Evening

I went to bed with tummy ache. That dull tummy ache I seem to get after my evening meal -____- I didnt have long in the bath as the bath was making my stomach feel worse.

We got up for school, Oz made a break for it so we had to both try and get him from under the bed...I taxed my car before leaving the house. On the way to school we went to a fuel station so the car is all set to go now! and after all that we were only 2 mins late! we did well

school felt slow, I was doing computer work and I found it hard work. Just because I suck massively at excel....I got the rest of my stuff done ok tho. I couldnt wait to leave tho

On my way home, I witnessed death

Yup I watched a squirrel run on the otherside of the road and the on coming car hit it...like 4 metres from me. I watched the whole thing and I can replay it many times over in my head. It is ingrained into my memory, that footage. the squirrel body the landed on my side of the road, luckily there was not another on coming car so I was able to swerve to miss it as no way was I running over an animal,, dead or not. It was horrible. It was quick no suffering happened. But I honestly felt like I was going to throw up. I was about 2mins from my house. i got out the car and my stomach felt like i was on a boat.

I got home, dumped my stuff and went straight to Oz to give him a big fussing. Told him - as I do everyday - that hes my life and I love him so much

My mum turned up shortly after and I gave her a cuddle and told her what I had seen. I did manage a bit of lunch 

She left me and in all honesty, I didnt know what to do with my afternoon. I was tired, my head was banging, I had no art work on the go.

So I did a bit of googling for ideas for a halloween picture. I have maybe some idea now?

Then I flopped on my bed and had Hammington time. I made sure NOT to fall asleep as I need to sleep tonight! So I was just there for 45mins

I got up and still didnt do a lot if I am honest

Jack was late home as he wanted to go warhammer shop in the city >.> 

when he came home I had dinner ready. I had only a bit of tummy ache

I somehow managed the strength to go just dance for 25mins. Originally I was just gonna go on it for 2 songs. Just so I felt better about myself instead of feeling like a fat lazy oaf, but I actually got into it and sweated.

I had a shower instead of a bath as it was getting late. Then fussed Oz and took him home, I keep giving him dandelion leaves and other leaves out my garden to go to bed with. Theyre all gone in the morning. Bless him. Good for his teeth and digestion.

Love my loaf

tomorrow

friday, I have 1 practical at school, I have 1 easy chemical to make up for it so yeah I think tomorrow should be ok really. Me and mum said we might go somewhere after school but depends on how I am feeling kinda thing.