2 plants died this week :'(

 Evening

I was having bad dreams last night, mainly about Adam chasing me and jack said I was thrashing in my sleep. The bed was tip this morning. I woke up 10mins before my alarm. Cus I have been sleeping with weighted blanket, my arms hurt from moving it around in my sleep!

I ate breakfast and died on toilet once again. But wasnt late leaving because i had got up those 10mins earlier! it actually helped this morning!

School was ok, still people congratulating us as they find out about our engagement. I got a lot done but god I was struggling to walk. I came to the conclusion that I would maybe benefit from working from home tomorrow. Id like to be able to walk at the weekend >< So Jack went through what work I can do and I have a shed load of online training to do that is overdue by 2 months.....heh woops. So that will be a lot of my morning tomorrow :/ 

I had lunch with mum and Oz. Went to bed for an hour, got up and had a brew with my demanding loaf of  rabbit >.> hungry and horny.....

I decided to do some jpop dancing for 15mins and got sweaty. I had an early bath and made sure to keep it warm for Jack coming home. I did his lunch for tomorrow, gave him pizza and cider for dinner and he ate that in pyjamas whilst watching anime. I look after him ^^ my dinner was alright. 

so I will probably have time to do something for myself tonight.

I am quite sad as 2 of my house plants have died this week. My bathroom leafy one that Julia gave to me died due to lack of water. Basically tap water browns the leaves due to chemicals in the water system but cacti dont seem to mind. So I usually gather rain water for it (hassle but I do it) or I stick it out in the rain. However we literally had over 2 weeks without rain and I also kept forgetting to buy mineral water from the shop for it. I could see it was withering so I fed it tap water. It went brown and shrivelled up....Next, my 2 remaining spiky cacti in the bathroom have had these little black flies on them for 10 days now. They seem to like my bathroom. So I suggested putting the cacti in the porch and hopefully we will lose some flies out the door as theyre so small the get swept up in the wind. I can pick them off the cacti due to them being very spiky. But my porch is cold. 1 cacti in just 3 days has shrivelled up and died. I am gutted and so sad. I feel a plant murderer. 

Jack says I can have more plants if I want :) But I liked  my plants. Some of mine need repotting too. I have since moved the remaining bathroom cacti back to his warm home of the bathroom. We have lost a good number of  black flies tho. I think cus I put my plants out for rain water time to time (only for a few hours never over night) I think something laid eggs in my cacti and theyve hatched as these black flies :/

tomorrow

I will be working from home then seeing mummy for lunch.