My Brother's 21st

Good Evening Minna~

Today is my brother's 21st!
Not that he seems that impressed XD

He opened his card and present this morning
I got him a flannel with a guinea pig and his name embroided on it
and a guinea plush hes been asking me to make for ages
and finally his cushion. which he was impressed with. So I was glad
as it took many hours! I need to photograph it, I have a photo of it
not fully finished

He opened his surprise which was the 4x4 offroading for 1 hour
which I organized ^^
So we set off there as he was to start at 10ish
we got there and it was mud banks everywhere
The people were nice and tried on several occasions to get me and mum in the damn car
since having my illness i get travel sick well nausea anyway 

So we let my brother and my dad into the range rover
me and mum just watched them, we did on 2 occasions get in the car
and my brother did really really well i was surprised cus it didnt look easy
i couldnt wait to get out tho. i felt the blood drain out of me, i felt sick and my legs were
weak and shaky -___- but I continued to follow them round and get a few snaps and photos
he enjoyed i think, my dad also had a go behind the wheel
he used to own a range rover before i was born

After we finished up there, we went to a cafe/diner
to get my brother his beloved bacon buttie XD 
I had beans on toast
then we came home and had birthday cake
I then went to bed for 2 hours and didnt want to get up
something has gone wrong in my body, i dont usually sleep this much

since then we have all just chilled, had pets out which are all well!!
my brother has just dashed off last minute to the city to go bowling with
college mates which i thought was nice, it does him good to celebrate with
people his own age and not his family

Ive started another doodle

and thats my day really, different.
i want to paint my nails tonight, i have been watching nail tutorials for ideas
tomorrow i am going school in the morning then karen's in the afternoon!

Alice had me worried

Evening~

Today I woke up at 8:45am
good to have a bit of a lay in
ive been having some werid dreams tho
last night I dreamed I was a vampire but I wasnt in control
of my body, It was like outta body experience thing.
I ran away from my parents, i was in a carpark and saw houses
I went to this house, went by the patio window and saw a dad a mum and a child
I caught the woman's eye so I hid round the corner. She came out
I got her and bit her neck!!!! I didnt want to then I could feel blood
in my mouth, the vampire wanted to swallow but i didnt want to
then I woke up. disturbing. the last 3 books ive been reading havent had vampires
in so i cant blame the books XD
And last night I dreamed I found a guinea - pink like they are in dreams- it was sick
so i nursed it to health and kept it X3
Mum always says id make a good veterinary nurse

Alice this morning wasnt well...
i thought "jeez not another one!!" i couldnt handle another poorly pet
she was holding herself, she was in pain
and squeaked when she went toilet
so we made an appointment at the vets for a few hours time
in the meantime i gave her some of lily's pain medicine.
got her out 2 hours later and she seemed fine
she was walking round, eating, playing
i was watching her for 30mins straight and she seemed fine
so we didnt take her vets no need to stress her out
im sooooo relieved as i think id have a breakdown if i lost another so soon after lily.

Me and mum went town, I got a rabbit jumper from charity shop ^^
a note pad for college which i have been decopauging the front cover XD
and some pink hair dye!!! scary!! ><

I fell asleep for 2 hours
its just crazy how much i have slept in the last 2 weeks
im not sure why ether
i have a suspicion its my depression. sometimes i dont want to get up and face the day
and thats not me. i dont like to waste a minute of the day
yet im called to be asleep and tune off from the world.
its exhausting frankly.

wrapped my brother's presents
its going to be his 21st tomorrow!
we have plans in store for him so it should be a nice day.
he got the option of takeaway or eating out tonight
so my family have gone pub for a drink then bringing home takeaway pizza
i could do without eating it. its my mind. it hates takeaway
so im not gonna have a moments peace tonight from my head.

and thats my day
gonna go see how alice is again now~
oh my nails this week
but i wasnt happy with them

 

Manga Folder

Good Evening

When I got up I went to go check on Pinky
she seemed to be ok :)
I got ready to go school~

School was alright I was quite tired tho
we did english, maths, maths on computers, geography, french
then whilst they did PE I went and did some other stuff like talk to the head mistress
I came home for my lunch as usual. Mum had got soup ready and had baked cookies :3
When I was talking to the head mistress, she owns the school guinea pigs
and I offered to look after them should they need it.
So come Easter holidays we will have 2 boars to look after for 10 days!!!!
I managed to get some of papers signed for college
I was suppose to read loads of forms like fire safety, safe guarding children, security etc..
I didnt get through it all. For each one I read I needed a signiture
The temptation to just tick them all as 'read' was strong but then I didnt want to
its dishonest and I want them to think I am bothered and trustworthy
So I have more to do next week :)
I took my college folder into school, its got my work in.
Originally I got it at a store for like £1.50 but when I went to college on tuesday
I noticed someone had the same folder D: so I paper mache/decoupage it XD
front and back

and the front, i tried to pick school related pictures for the front

Cool isnt it X3 much more me than the butterfly design it was originally~

Pinky has been coping well without lily
we did feel like she was looking for her today tho
We are going to have ago to try and get the 3 of them together
but I cant see pinky having it to be honest. We can only try
be good for her to have company and good for us to just have 1 cage!

I got my brother's birthday present done today
just needed about 20mins more work on it so i got on with it when i came back
from school. i am so shattered but trying to keep going
this week has taken it out of me for sure

Tomorrow me and mum may go into the city
we need a tombstone for lilykins
we're gonna bath pinky as well i think

Lily

Evening

This morning when I got up I went straight to lily

we kept her inside the house over night - with out pinky

I really really thought she would have passed away  in her sleep

but surprisingly she was still with us

Last night she looked terrible and brought up every bit of medicine

we attempted to give her.

She was clearly not well and in pain

This morning we had a vet appointment at 9:45am

the vet was surprised that lily hadnt picked up at

he felt her tummy and said over night a mass had formed in her stomach

He said the kindest and best option was to let her go

the other option was to open her up and operate

but we all agreed it would be cruel and selfish to do that to her

not to mention she probably wouldnt pull through such a procedure

So we let her go. I cried. But in a way it was a bit of a relief

as I knew she wouldnt be in pain anymore

She had clearly had enough. bless her

we tried for her but we were fighting a losing battle

Mum is gutted we lost her. Lily and pinky are like her babies

but she too felt it was a relief and kindest thing to do.

Lily was well loved every single moment of her little life

she was very very spoilt and had everything.

we will always love lily, she was a loving, pretty, sweet and sometimes bossy piggie

she was a pleasure to have and will be sadly missed

Pinky is left behind. We are giving her extra special attention so she doesnt get lonely

but so far she seems to be doing alright

We are left with precious memories of lily, the guinea who liked to pose for the camera

rest in peace lilykins

 

Poisoned Pig

Evening

Today has not been a good day
its been a bit horrific if im honest
This morning we got the pigs out as usual
we first noticed Pinky had a wet side. We thought "bet lily has peed up her"
went to pick lily up she was soaked...
we looked at her and she looked like she rabies
of course both mum and myself freaked and were shocked

We rang the vets immediately and they werent open yet
so we got her together in the carrying case with pinks
and drove down to get there as the vets were opening up
they very kindly saw us straight away despite being fulled booked

The vet was very kind and persistent, we hadn't seen him before
he gave lily the full check over
her lungs, teeth, stomach were all fine
he said it was like an acid re-flux she was suffering from
she had an injection to help her digestion and we were given this food to mix
into a paste and syringe feed her. he said "if there no improvement in 6-12 hours bring her back"
this was at 9:15am

So we got home and tried her with the food
but everytime we gave it her she would bring it straight up through
her nose and mouth. it was awful to watch. it couldnt have been nice for her.
by 3pm we decided she hadnt improved so we rang up and got the last available
appointment for the day which was 5:15pm

The vet this time put a tube down her throat to her stomach. bless her
to make sure there wasnt any blockages. luckily there wasnt any
He gave her an injection of fluids, a hunger stimulant and a pain killer
basically dosed her up big style
we were to keep trying to syringe feed her
we are taking her back at 10am tomorrow for the same injections if shes improved
if she hasnt improved it wont be a good outcome

we were surprised how trying this vet was and very calm
he was quite optimistic that lily would make it
he came to the conclusion that lily had been poisoned by something
could have been anything, stuff on the grass, moldy foods or hay
we'll never know (not that we give her moldy food dont worry!)

So now lily is downstairs by herself all wrapped up warm
she will be staying indoors over night by herself
to keep her warm as she soaking wet, shes a mess.
Im praying she pulls through. mum has cried a lot today i dont want ether of them to suffer

the little piggies had their first bath today
now theyre fluffy, soft and nice smelling
they were very good ^^

I plan on going school tomorrow
but all depends on lily how she is
if shes unwell i cant leave alone to put her to sleep
oh lily pray you pull through!