Attempt 2 with the hair~

 Evening

I exercise last night, I think no matter what I would have chosen to do it would have been an effort. I had been tired all day after all. I managed to do a 25min work out and was tired

we watched Chobits but I felt sick and achy in bed. I did get off eventually 

I had upset stomach this morning and felt pretty rough

Jack drove to school and I came back to find the electrician pulling up so that was good time

I then did a bit of drawing on ninetails

Originally I had draw fire, but it wasnt going right or it just wasnt suiting the image so I have gone without it. I will work on the background next on photoshop I think

It got to 10:15am and I went over to mum's

I hoovered out my car whilst she had a quick cup of tea

we then went to the shops~

I managed to get pyjamas, currently all the pyjamas I own are bunny pyjamas apart from one which has sea pandas on XD So I was hoping to continue the trend of bunny pyjamas. Mum found 1 pair of bunny print pyjamas!!!! I was so happy ^^ I also got some wrist weights, seeing as I am always using weights now I did want some for my wrists next, these are 1kg same as my ankle ones i think? I got some skin care stuff and pair of thinner joggers as all my joggers are thick ><

I picked some clothes up for Jack - he hadnt asked me to but he never buys clothes, looks scruffy, wears the same stuff and his friends make fun of him wearing the same stuff and looking like a 40 year old man. But I feel he has his old age to not care about himself, hes only 27. So I try and help his appearance....

I picked up some hair dye too, to have another attempt. I brought red and purple!!! no off shades for me this time, I went for it!!!

we got to mum's I had my lunch that I had brought over.

I packed up the remaining of my anime figures and my plush and took it home. I was home just before 2pm. I went to check Oz in the garage he was fine ^^

The electrician had his son over as it seemed to be a rather big job doing our lighting....like hardly anything is earthed in this house...I just sat in the bathroom dying my hair XD

I just went for it. and my god the colour....its pretty loud...

I then just stayed quiet really as the guys were all over the house and it was so hot out and I was tired

they left around 4ish and Jack was home soon after

He was shocked by my hair and he likes the clothes I picked out for him too

we had dinner then we both fell asleep after dinner - in separate rooms i left to be comfy on the bed.

think we are gonna do some yoga now

I might put some more hair dye in my hair as I quite like it and have loads of dye left.

might have a hot chocolate tonight

tomorrow

electrician is coming. again. with maybe his son

its not turning into the relaxing week it was suppose to be ><

not sure what I am gonna do. Mum says as she is round the corner as a neighbours she will pop the guinea pigs over to play outside in my garden ^^

The pink hair that isnt so pink

 Pyo~n

Last night I decided to dance!!!!!!! I did so freakin well~~~ Like really well. To say I haven't danced in like months I did so well with technique and remembering everything. I was so impressed with myself that I just kept going. 30mins came up and I was wet through as I was dancing by the patio doors which had the sun beaming through. Nice tho but warm. I decided to stop as I could my body asking for rest.

I showed Jack how sweaty I was XD I went for a much needed bath whilst Jack sat with my bunny

We watched Chobits again last night and I did enjoy it, getting this anime

I was in bed for 10pm, I was out like a light. I moved over to the edge of the bed as the previous night Jack had rolled over and squished me T^T But he said this morning that last night I fell asleep quick and snuggled over to him on his side >< why!? it wasnt like it  was cold so I needed heat. Don't know why I do that in my sleep >.> Jack says its cus I need him even in my sleep >.>

Jack drove this morning and I came back and tidied up the house a bit for the electrician to come over.

He came at 9am and we walked round the house talking about what we want in the house.

I popped out for a few things

I went doctors for my sick note

I went to the shop for french bread for jack's dinner and flowers for mum

I went wilkos for hair dye

bakery for a cake for Jack

I went to mum's and arranged her flowers in a vase and left them with a note

i also picked up my brother's hair dye brush whilst I was there - asked before taking of course

then I came home and had a cup of tea!!

Then I started put permanent hair dye in my hair!

I have NEVER used permanent before. I brought  mauve colour and dye dyed my front hair and the odd strand of my fringe. then tin foiled it up and left it an hour the electrician found it amusing

I washed it out and was a bit disappointed at how little showed :/ like you can only see it in certain lights which I suppose is nice but does feel pointless somewhat. I did repeat the process thinking it would take better 2nd time round but no -____- I should have just gone for it and brought shocking pink! I went with mauve so it wouldnt be drastic 

I painted a couple of ceramic bunnies i picked up the other week, rested a bit, had a cup of tea outside, made loads of drinks for the electrician and was talking with him on and off. Bleach my eyebrows too. 

mum rang to say thank you for the flowers ^^ I said I would go over mid morning tomorrow then we would go shops then I would have lunch at hers and come home for the electrician 

I made dinner which was ok, I got it on the moment Jack walked through the door. I had the same anxiety about him coming home and talking about work. I had the same anxiety in the car on the way to school! Why!? its actually crazy.

Jack is gaming tonight. He appreciates everything I have done today but says I need to do more for myself. 

I am unsure what I will do tonight, tempted to dance again but problem is it soaks my clothes! I have to keep washing them. But I might still do it XD

tomorrow

well monday was ear pierce, today hair dye, tomorrow lets not buy a crap sports car and complete the midlife crisis XD

I am dropping jack off, seeing mum then coming home I guess. Should be an alright day.

I hope I sleep well again tonight ^^

Pierced my own ear

 Evening

I could not sleep last night, I was very unsettled. We watched Chobits and jack did me a piece of fruit loaf which we havent done before at night XD

I got into bed and got a bit tearful. Again with the tears >.>

Of course Jack comforted me but I couldnt sleep and my jaw and ears hurt for some reason

At midnight I got up and stayed up for an hour. I took my painkillers and it was only when they had kicked in did I fall asleep

I woke up at the alarm of 6:20am so I had probably only just managed 5 hours sleep T^T

I did not want to get up and felt stupidly anxious about the day

why?

why? when I wasnt even the one going to school!!!

Stupid!

I got up with Jack and ate breakfast, I realised at midnight I hadnt cooked my chicken breast for breakfast so I would have no breakfast but Jack realised before I could say anything and did me a piece of fruit loaf. He is always taking care of me ^^

I drove him to work and then drove home again, txting him to say I was home like he asked me to

I quickly got to work on the dinner, making the sauce and meatballs all to throw in the slow cooker.

Literally as I finished Mia showed up with the dogs and we went for a walk which was nice ^^ it was good to see her. I told her what I had been through. We had an immature laugh over doing wee and poo samples. She wanted to know how I did them XD She then wanted filling on whats its being tested for and what those things were ^^;

wee - diabetes 

poo - cystic fibrosis

blood - auto immune diseases, vitamin D and other bits

I got home and did a few jobs round the house. I also pierced my own ear :D I did it! I used a cleaning wipe thing and washed my hands and yeah it was painless. Like that pain is literally nothing. I just struggled to get the used piercer off my ear!! But I managed it. Yeah I would do it again its not bad at all. I just need to make sure to keep it clean :) I now have 8 piercings 

at 11am I sat down with a well earned cup of tea and my brother rang XD

he called mostly to rant about dad, so no change there really

I had lunch, once again I wasnt fussed on food but ate it and had a biscuit and an apple

I rang mum and she came over for abit, she helped me clean up

She brought me some more plush over and figures and some boxes, we will slowly bring my stuff over!

We had a cup of tea and a chat and it was nice to have the company as I think I would have just slept all afternoon other wise.

She left and Jack came and we were happy to be with one another. I felt anxious about him coming home from work and talking about work. But mum said I dont have to hear about work if I dont want to which is true, its also my life and I think I wanna know how stuff is going. But I told Jack how I felt and he just gave me a skimmed over version of his day so it was ok actually

I did the dinner and Jack cleared up, he was actually ok about me piercing my own ear. He says he just worries. My brother was impressed I had managed to do it myself and home alone XD

Tonight not sure what I will do tonight, half tempted to do some exercise of some description but I will see. Can't push myself even if I want to ><

tomorrow

day off again

the electrician is coming over and I think I will pop out and collect my doctors note :)

I hope I sleep tonight, so tired ><

on a happy note, I won a plush today :D

4 days of withdrawal....

 Evening

Ahhh yesterday was a lot again ><

I woke up and felt really dizzy. I had woken up at midnight and ran to the toilet, spitting, as it was like I was gonna be sick. I wasn't tho. My record of not vomiting for 13 years remains!

Jack got up and offered me a drink and I fell back to sleep, but the morning I was worse. I was really dizzy. I couldn't even scroll on my phone as my brain couldnt keep up with the action without feeling dizzy. I was THAT bad.

I tried to go back to sleep after breakfast but laying down in bed turned my stomach over so I got up and literally did nothing. Nothing I could do.

Jack made me a cup of tea and as I sat there and drank it something dropped into my mind....

YOU'VE NOT HAD YOUR ANTIDEPRESSIANT FOR 4 DAYS

I have no idea where that thought came from, I gasped

Jack was like "whats up!?"

So I told him and he was like "ok....well we're gonna get that down you now then"

this was about 10am. By midday I felt loads better

I could not believe how much better I did feel. I wasn't 100% but certainly better

so strange tho, as usually with withdrawal I get shakey and cold sweats. I didn't have that. I was even in bed thinking "has any of meds change brands" (sometimes different brands of the SAME medication can not agree with you) but none had. Yet the thought of skipping medication didnt seem to have come into my mind >.> so so so stupid. what a stupid silly mistake to make. I could have been feeling loads better if I had just taken my meds normally.

What had happened was, I finished off a box of antidepressiants and my new box had got pushed to the back of the cupboard so my brain didnt think to grab it when I was autopilot doing my meds. Jack - who has suggested before - got me to write a list of my daily medications and stick it to the inside of the meds cupboard. He asked me to do it ages ago but I didnt want to. I didnt want to see it written down how much I take each day. I wouldn't want anyone else to see it. He said "it could be there for if you're too poorly to get up and sort the meds out yourself, I could do it for you" he's sweet. But I have never ever had anyone do that. I don't know how I feel about someone else doing my meds

but for the record I am currently on 16 prescribed drugs/tablets per day + 3 different supplements. 

fair amount isnt. My pain killers I could take one more in the morning if I wanted to, so really I could round it off to 20 pills a day XD

I used my day best I could I guess, I became able to look at a screen and not be dizzy so I emailed my cousin who loved her birthday present and birthday card I made her.

I did start to feel more myself so I started cleaning! I gave the bathroom a big clean as I never feel quite clean after work men have used my bathroom....a trait I get from my mother XD I also cleaned my welsh dresser ^^ It looks so shiny and ready for plush and figures :3

we had a bit of an early dinner as Jack was going out with harvey, alice (harvey's lady he's 'dating') theo and brandon. he was going over at 6pm and going out for drinks in the town harvey lives in. I was invited but I didnt want to go out for drinks.

So I dropped Jack off at Harveys

I then called in at mum's and sat with her and dad in the garden whilst they had their dinner. My brother valetted my car 0.0 its never been so clean! It is very clean...he didnt need to. I was very grateful. I have got to clean the inside to finish it off. 

I left there and came home for a quick bath then had Oz who thinks its quite fun to go running out the living room and into other rooms since the carpet has been laid -_____- it is cute tho XD as his tail wags when he runs back to the living room as he knows hes getting up to no good and its all a game to him. I popped him home as he had made himself quite warm

I still had a bit of time before 10pm when i would have to go for Jack so I set off for the shops near Harveys and picked up a few groceries nothing special. I went to pick Jack up

I waited in the carpark for him and he came walking up to my car and I greeted him out the car and by his smile I thought "he's ether VERY happy or very DRUNK"

yup Jack was drunk

he was off his face

in those 4 hours he had consumed 3/4 of a bottle of vodka to himself....and he hasnt really been drinking in over a year. he obviously has the odd one in the week but nothing like that....

he was off his face. It was amusing but also - I WAS TIRED!!

so at 10:20pm we were home. I had Jack to deal with and get to bed. He has always been a happy drunk but over the time I have known him he's slowly becoming a happy+emotional drunk the emotions mainly being his love for me....so I heard how much he loves me and only wants to do the best for me. Wants me to be happy and healthy etc. The conversation somehow got on to sex. He wanted sucking off apparently (for the record I have NEVER done that - not into that) so I told him no XD he then wanted sex to which I said "I dont think youll get it up jack" XD he said probably not and resigned himself to getting ready for bed. sweet jesus. if only his mother knew

We climbed into bed at 11:15pm. He laid down and 5mins later shot up saying "I think I am going to be sick" -_____- baring in mind our carpets are less than a week old and I cleaned the bathroom really well only that afternoon... If he was about to toss up his guts I was not gonna be impressed.

I came to see if he was ok after 5mins and he said he was ok and went to bed and passed out I think.

I had asked him whilst he was drunk if he wanted a bacon buttie in the morning to which he said he does and that I am amazing and he loves me and yeah....you get the picture!

so I woke up today at 5am, then 7am then at 7:20am I got up and put the oven on.

I got Oz out and then went about doing Jack's hangover breakfast as there was no doubt in my mind that he would be hungover.

I did him 3 bacon slices on each cob, an omelette on each cob and 1 hash brown to top it off in each cob. Yup that topped with tomato sauce - beautiful

I have never been hungover but have learned from my brother that its calories and beige that nurse a hangover. Jack got up 10mins before his breakfast was ready, I sat him in the dark lounge with a coffee and told him id bring him his breakfast.

He took a photo of it and sent it to the lads, as he was so impressed with what I had made for him.

by 9:15am he had been revived with food, coffee and paracetamol and was able to come help me shop

so we did our food shop then called in B&Q for a lightbulb and wood then Boots for nappies for work.

we came back and I was done in! Jack unloaded the shopping and I had a cup of tea~

I was quite tired all day but its been the best I have felt all holiday, typical on my last day of the holidays! Glad I have a week off!

So today I did some house work and made my soup, Jack did the grass and did house work

then we went for a walk, only a short one as I was tired but wanted to do a walk with Jack as we havent been able to during the holidays

Mum and dad came over for an hour to see fences and carpets and other stuff

and dad is going to help with my new desk ^^

I did dinner whilst Jack went in the shower, we had dinner then I was looking at furniture for the living room, think I found something but we are gonna think about it.

I might do some exercise tonight, not sure yet. I am tired and got stomach pain from dinner

i have Oz to sit with yet too and a bath to have and.....ugh

tomorrow

Jo is off sick :/ 

I will be taking Jack to work and hoping he gets dropped off by someone.

Not sure how I will spend my day, probably cleaning and sorting out my craft room 

Carpets are done

 Evening

I didn't get chance to do my diary yesterday

a lot happened yesterday ^^;

I woke up and fell over. This is new! I was like drunk. The room was spinning and I couldnt walk straight. I shouted for Jack and I was just not able to walk straight and was walking into things and couldnt find my footing. I was dizzy...why? what had I done? It was like my brain couldn't process what my eyes were looking at fast enough so I would fall over. Dead weird. frustrating as hell. I did not need this....

a morning we had stuff to move for the carpets to be laid in the hall and living room

so poor Jack, sat me down in the kitchen, sorted my breakfast out and got to work moving stuff. I felt so bloody useless. And cursed!! like seriously cursed!!!! first my back now I am dizzy. just what the hell!?

someone one is messing with me.

I ate breakfast and went to bed whilst Jack gardened. He didnt want me moving around as there was stuff everywhere.

Jack took me to the doctors for my blood test. Which I managed without fainting however it was painful and slow but the nurse said that was because I wasnt feeling 100% today. she tested my wee and said it was fine and took my poo sample off me

after lunch I sat round, cus what could I do?

but it got to about 4pm, the carpets were done, men were gone and I realised I could walk in a circle and not fall on my butt. I said to Jack "look im loads better!!" I wasnt fully healed but I was better. I cut his hair and we had early baths as we were going over to harvey's for a takeaway.

I really really wanted to drive as it meant Jack could have a drink and after all he has done this week I think hes bloody earned a drink with his mates. He was like "you sure? if I drink it commits you to driving and im not being a dick and making you drive just so I can have a drink" but i really wanted to do this. So I managed it. It was just slower driving to my usual as I didnt have fast reactions.

we got to Harveys and spent from 6pm to 10pm with him, theo, brandon and matt.

we sat outside talking really, it was nice. They guys ordered from fat hippo. which is a burger place jack has wanted to try and from looking at him I dont think it disappointed XD it looked so big and greasy....he had cheese balls too and fries. I took over leftovers so I didnt push my stomach too much.

We then ordered from Kaspers which is a pudding place. the guys all had waffles I had cookie dough, which at one point was like crack to me. Honestly I would have had that hooked to my veins. I was looking forward to it - my first non-diet piece of food since february. My first sugar.....

and I couldnt even get half way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got stomach ache T^T i felt sick and was in pain.

but to be honest it didnt do it for me. there was nothing wrong with that slab of gloriness in front of me but it just didnt do it for me. have my tastebuds changed? it wasnt like amazing and I didnt have a strong need for it. Yeah i think I am over my sugar addiction. considering the pain it caused I actually dont want to go back to that kind of diet ether!!!

we left at 10pm as I was driving and tired. matt and brandon left too as they had work in the morning.

we got home and I left Oz hopping round the garage, so I thought I would bring him in for a cuddle then put him home. The outside light didnt come on but I could see the silhouette of Oz in his cage so I talked to him and told him how good he was to take himself to bed. But because I couldnt see his face I couldnt see if he was asleep or not. I think he was sleeping....as I picked him up and he went mental. I got my lip, nose and chest scratched. I bought him inside and his thudding his back feet but he did calm down. i fussed him for 15 mins and put him to bed. Poor Oz I wish I have left him! I felt awful spooking him like that ><

I struggled to sleep as my stomach killed. I was in a ball in bed and even dreamed of stomach ache! I dreamed I had swallowed a blade. Yeah.....

I woke up a lot as well just cus of pain. But I wonder if thats because I havent been able to exercise :(

This morning Jack woke me at 8:45am I had no idea what day of the week it was. I usually know when Jack has left the bed but not this morning. as soon as I sat up that bedroom was on the move....my god I was dizzy -_____- i was so annoyed  I felt worse than yesterday.

so that was me screwed again. I had a headache and felt sick.

I ate breakfast and went back to bed. I woke up and ran to the toilet spitting as I thought I was gonna be sick. I think I might have a virus as I am not normally like this.

Jack jetwashed the fence panels in preparation for the painting tomorrow, mum came to see me. I was so worn out and couldnt walk without feeling dizzy and exhausted. just talking to mum was tiring and i had to just face her I couldnt look away without feeling dizzy. She brought me a load of parcels which was mainly new work wear :D

I couldnt even use instagram earlier as the scrolling up action was too much. I cried. out of frustration of life. Jack consoled me. poor jack. he has had so much house and garden work to do this holiday and he has been full time carer. He has been walking with me room to room whilst the dizzyness is bad as he worries about me falling.

I reheated leftovers from wednesday and I couldnt eat it all!! whats up with me!? I usually scoff the lot im usually starving. my dizziness is only slightly better tonight. Last night it was so much better that i thought id be fine today T^T i am cursed.

i have managed to do my diary tho guess thats something. no exercise again tho.

I am gonna have a bath to which jack will probably need to help me out of again -____- hes playing D&D tonight we both had forgotten, he offered to skip but he needs to tune off.

tomorrow

9am ray - dad's friend - is coming over to paint our fence panels. He did my parents last week and did such a neat job that Jack insists we have him to do ours rather than Jack do it. To be honest Jack has done so much this week that I am fine with that. Not sure what else we will do as it depends on me. I wanted to go shops today for pyjamas but no. so i shall see how I am

carpets almost done!

 Evening~

We didnt get in bed til 11:30pm...by time everything was done as I know Jack had so much to do and was trying to find time to game and I wanted him to tune off and game.

I didnt sleep well and was awake from 6am so yeah i was tired this morning

We got up and had to start the day as the guys were coming between 8:30am and 9am but they apprentice boy came at like 8am. Good job we were up! Jack woke me at 7am. My back was bad or is bad shall I say. Its worse than yesterday

I did manage to do some exercise last night, just half hour and nothing strenuous and I felt ok doing them but this morning it felt bad. Like if I start lifting anything too heavy my back along my bra strap felt like it was gonna snap again. So that made me USELESS

I could not help move furniture or anything heavy or bulky. I also couldnt garden as its that same leaning over action that is hurting me. To say I am peed off is an understatement. I need to be doing stuff but I am useless! Very frustrating.

I was so exhausted as well. 

I managed to get the meatball hot pot on which I did from the top of my head using things that were gonna go off. I cut up bacon and put it in whilst some bacon was cooked off and left to cool for Jack's wraps at lunch he was grateful for it. He was outside pulling ivy off the fencing. I spoke to my brother for 40mins then to my mum and all in all I didnt really get anything done in the morning! We had lunch then I fell asleep on the sofa, jack says he is unsure how as the guys were literally banging outside the lounge door. But I guess that shows how done I was. 

I sat in the afternoon at the patio door with my desk that had been kicked out the study. So I could watch outside and do my drawing! I got the shading done on ninetails anyway

We had dinner which was really really good :D I would make it again but I have no idea what I threw in! During dinner my brother phoned to see if he could come see carpets and I had said to him this morning I needed help lifting my cabinet from the garage to the craft room as I couldnt do it with Jack. So he came just as we were finishing dinner. He also helped move my kitchen work surface which is my desk-to-be in the garage. It was delivered today but left in the garden due to carpets being laid and its 3m long ^^; yeah I couldnt get the colour I wanted any shorter. God knows how I will cut it....but its safe in the garage now anyway.

We were talking on the drive for a bit, he loves my carpets and cant believe how cushioned they are. Its making the rooms feel so different too. no more turquoise carpet upstairs!! 

After that we had all crap to sort out the living room. The end is in sight. Poor Jack....

Tomorrow~

ahhh tomorrow, busy, busy...

We have carpet guys for the final day starting at 8:30am

9am the electrician is coming to talk to us about what needs doing as we havent seen him since march

9:45am we are going out to the doctors (woohoo) were I need to take in my poo and wee sample I gotta do in the morning...which I will want done and never thought of again. Anyway I am going to the doctors for a blood test. another crappy blood test, but my first blood test with jack. I am also going to ask the nurse if she can get a doctors sick note for me. So I can have next week off school ><

then got the rest of the day pretty much free apart from carpets. Also cutting jack's hair

at dinner time we are going over to Harveys and were having a takeaway with him, theo and possibly brandon. I am only taking part in the dessert tho. i am taking my own food over just cus I dont want to push my luck with my stomach.

Come home and go bed! just hope I am in bed by a better time tonight....

Carpets from 1985 to now

 Evening

Despite my back pain I did sleep through the night til 7am

I got up as I needed a wee but my back was very stiff like I had exercised really hard or something

it did loosen up as the morning went on, I got Jack to rub that cream in my back for me

I got ready and was over at mum's for 8:15am

we had a cup of tea and then mum went out, I went to cut truffs's fur as she was desperate and it is warm lately. She happily sat on my knee for 20mins and completely cooperated with me. Even round her chin she raised her head without me prompting, she didnt fight me, it was like she wanted it doing

I did some clay work in my old bedroom, I was making chimecho for Jack, I almost finished it but screwed up on the last bit so ended up having to start again T^T all cus of a stupid stupid mistake....

but I got it done and I think it looks ok, mum came home and we had a cup of tea whilst my clay was baking, she loved truffs's haircut and was happy to know how good she had been ^^ 

I came home for my lunch at 12:20. the carpet people who were suppose to come at lunch arrived at 9:30am but it was just their apprentice so he was like 17 and just doing the prep work like ripping up old carpets and sorting tools. The actual fitter didnt come til 1pm

It was hard to do anything in the house as the house was a tip and the sheer amount of noise as well...I had no idea carpet laying was so noisy.... I went outside in the heat and replanted my sunflowers and Jack tackled a bush but we both called it there as it was just so hot.

We came inside and went on our computers. I ordered a new light for the landing finally. I was gonna do some drawing but I couldnt think and I was starting to get a bit stressed with it all but at 3:34pm I heard them saying they were gonna pack up.

Mum came over for a brew when the guys had left

then I did my dinner which I made turkey burgers and they turned out well ^^

Jack then was moving everything from one room to another. He has worked so hard with all this carpet stuff. Hes had to shift stuff and empty things and hammer floor boards down and yeah he has done well. I made sure he had time for gaming with Harvey tonight. So he hasnt had a shower yet but hes gonna have a bath at 9:45pm so were gonna have a later bath just so he can chill out a bit.

cant cope with him being unhappy and stressy at the moment so I am doing what I can to make him happy and chilled out :) he says he is ok tho.

I did a bit more on my ninetails picture

you can tell the shading difference of the body and the tails!

I am leaving it there anyway today

I have got Oz to sit with then got to do my exercises which I said I would dance but I think I would rather work out. 

tomorrow

carpet people are coming over between 8:30am and 9am

mum says I can go over to hers if I get too stressed with noise

the carpets that are down in the craft room and spare room are amazing. its like walking on marshmellows its just bliss. I am so happy and can not wait for the rest of the house to be done.

we did find some newspapers under our carpet that dates back to 1985....shows how old and smelly the damn things were -____-