I went to bed at 8:45pm
didnt fall asleep til gone 10pm
then woke up at 3:45am needing a huge wee
and i can safely say ive been awake since!
what a friggin long day!
i got up in the early hours i didnt do yoga but i had some cereal
no pain killers i was just grateful to be up out the bed cus i was in pain
i got up for work at 7am
so work was alright
i felt a bit panicky at one point in the morning but managed to talk
myself round and went a read a christmas story to 5 children
it started as just 2 but 3 more heard me reading and came to join :)
i came home for lunch
id had a text from mia whos drive way i parked on today, saying she'd had a mcdonalds yesterday
i had a hot chocolate for lunch as i didnt want to chance stomach ache from eating food
i went back to school and i saw someone and when i heard her voice i was like
"im sure i know that woman"
and she waited at the school gates with her children to be let in i was waiting also
we looked at each other and at that point the penny dropped
we were in the same form at secondary school!
i spoke to her briefly
shes got 3 kids..0.0 i could not imagine having 3 children
i saw the 3 she had and her eldest was 8 she said, she said "i had her when i was 18"
wow i was sick in bed at 18
how different lives are
she lives only round the corner so hasnt moved far from her family home XD
she said then another lady from our form works actually at the school and to look out for her
small world or what!!!!
but as i left her i wasnt envious of the fact she had a partner, a flat, 3 children
the only thing i was "envious" about was the fact that she was healthy
we've added each other on facebook now
my afternoon at school went ok
bumped into the other lady who was in my form! she looked so different
i left school and checked my phone to see if mia had text to say
"come in for a brew" or something but no nothing
so i went home leaving her drive way but could tell she was home
i got home to see a text messaging saying "you dont need an invite you should have come in for a brew"
i thought "shes had all day to txt me!"
but to be honest i was glad as i was cold and her house is cold so i would have spent more time being just plain cold plus id had enough mentally of the day what with working a full day and being up at 3:45am
so i sat at home had a brew with mum then went on just dance 3 for 20 mins
then i sat with Ozwald for 10 mins and went on my laptop
i had dinner
which absolutely crippled me thats the worse stomach pain ive had in a long while
i was on the living room floor for an hour just in pain and the pain made me feel sick after a while as well, food is not worth the stress as of late!
i wanted to go a walk but ive only just got off the floor and its almost 8pm
and its cold out ah ill see
tomorrow ive got psychology at 4pm
still cant get in with the psychiatrist it is truly a joke
ill go and off myself and then see what they say
not sure what else i will do tomorrow, probably look for jobs
my brother took maisie to the vets today
shes got to have anti-biotics for a while longer but shes making a good recovery :D
here is mias birthday card i made for her this year
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