new oil defuser

 Evening

I went to bed at 9pm heavily dosed up, fell asleep so damn quick could barely keep my eyes open! but woke up at midnight and had to get up as i was just attacking myself, i scratch basically

so i got up for an hour, took more pain killers, had cereal, the usual you know

this morning I woke up just before 8am so I got the girls inside, let Oz loose he couldnt wait to check the shed out, as its all changed round in there as we have put the cages in the shed so the stuff has all moved around and of course its so interesting to our rabbit friend --____--

I had the house to myself this morning!

so I blasted music out and did some dancing, i was trying to get Ima nanji right but was struggling on some parts but it was all good practice,  i was dripping with sweat. I worked for half hour

not sure what dance i would like to do next tho :/ i usually do AKB48's halloween night this time of year but i havent yet, i should maybe watch the video see if i want to do it for the season

I had a shower and then left the house at 10:30am I got everything ready for my mum tho for when she would get in at 11am, i got the tea ready to make, the heating on and i remembered to take bags and mask out with me i did really well...

got to TKMAXX and was shopping round finding bargains in the form of warm work wear, christmas presents and an oil infuser burner thing. Was walking round the shop and voice in my head said "and how will you be paying for all this?" i suddenly thought 'I dont think i took my bank card out from mum's purse the other day'...checked my purse. yup. no bank card.

it was 11am at this point so i gave her a ring and told her my dilemma

she very very kindly went home when she had finished up, got her purse and came to the shop for me! we looked round the shop and she picked up some joggers and i showed her what i had picked up and then we paid. i managed to rack up £97 worth! god! but the oil thing was £25 and the rest was pretty much warm clothing for work. As I am bit worried about getting cold when I go back to work

we got home and had lunch and brew

then watched it lash it down my god it rained

my body felt tired but to be honest i could not face going to bed again, spend half my life in that bed

so as I had received the fabric glue in the post today i decided to do Mia's cushions

and thats where I have been today, in my room sewing whilst listening to skin care videos just wasnt in the mood for jpop for some reason. Just wanted to hear someone talk, maybe im missing talking to others? who knows. such a contradiction i am~

It was nice not sleeping today tho, that doesnt mean however i will sleep tonight. but maybe just maybe with my new oil defuser puffing out the scents of lavender, i might sleep better. who knows!

Whilst i was out I did go pets at home with mum. spent £10 on Ozwald >.> £7 of which was on treats!!! cus mum hands them out like bloody sweets XD nah i like to keep him in treats. 

he had the nerve to get huffy with me last night cus i wasnt peeling the satsuma quick enough for his liking! my god man. he runs this place XD

dont think i will do any drawing tonight my eyes are too tired. i didnt expect to finish the cushions so late to be honest.  i will photograph them in the light tomorrow

tomorrow

me and mum were gonna go to a 'pick your own pumpkin' something i have never done but always dreamed of doing - going to a pumpkin farm - as i have pumpkin fetish XD but the weather looks awful and as its an outdoors thing i dont wanna get soaked, i want to enjoy it. so i think we will leave it for wednesday now. tomorrow we said we might go to a home store we havent been to in ages but as we just found we might be in a further lock down on thursday im not sure if people will be panic buying crap so we shall see. i have drawing to do if not. 

hope i sleep!