Evening
I just ran out of time to do my diary last night!
Yesterday morning I woke up from having not pleasant dreams. Went for a wee whilst Jack went to let Oz out. But he was taking ages....My head said "what if Oz is dead and Jack just doesnt know how to come in and break the news to you" I panicked as my heart sank. I rushed out side shouting Jack, my heart hammering. I said "is he ok!?" he was like "yeah hes just giving me lots of fuss this morning and I fussed him loads back as you know - no school today" I felt so dumb. My heart was still hammering and I felt so weakened by that burst of panic. I told Jack. Oz is fine ^^
So yesterday we got most of our chores out the way in the morning. I cleaned Oz out and did the bathroom.
I went for a walk with Jack as well. Slept a bit, made some biscuits
I was anxious about going over to Jack's family as I didnt know what we were eating so I was getting food anxiety
We had a bath before going over to Jack's family at 6pm. I was really aching so decided to make it a rather hot bath. Didnt realise just how hot it was tho, I was glowing red for almost an hour afterwards!
on the way over to Jack's family I felt sick in the car with anxiety. Its weird its like I felt panicky about being out the house at that time of day. Gotten so out of going OUT
We got to Jack's family and we talked with his family, met Enzo the white kitty who is very handsome and actually alright for a cat. I watched the bunnies several times as Skyla is so damn cute!! <3
Jack's mum had made a dinner I was able to eat bless her, it was chicken breast and vegetables it was all really nice actually. Made a change not to have to cook as well! There was ice cream and strawberries afterwards but I wish I didnt have the ice cream as I didnt like it that much and it made me cold!
We sat and talked for a bit after wards and left at 9:45pm. I was shattered. I think we left because I couldnt stop yawning and looked tired. Just exhausted as usual. On the way home I saw a man in pink 'dress' with his mates and he was just peeing against the bridge which is a main road....gross. Some people have no shame. Doesnt make me want to go out in the evenings anyway when you see idiots like that around....
We got home and had Oz out and had hot chocolate with him whilst watching anime. Oz was dead giddy and hyper to say it was like 10:30pm. He usually in bed at this point XD
I slept pretty ok I guess, had a cuddle with Jack in bed which is nice as theres no time for that before school at 6am ><
We got up and went shopping, I felt so sick with anxiety before I left. Going round the shop I couldnt think, my heart was pounding and I felt dizzy. But we got it done! It was getting busy as we left tho. Im guessing people were going shopping for the football match tonight - we will probably be able to hear it whilst we are trying to sleep -_____-
we unpacked and had a brew with Ozwald
Jack helped me with my soup then he went to go cut the grass and tidy the garden a little bit. So I finished my soup, put the pots away and made him his lunch he came inside and we ate together :)
I had a bit of a sleep after lunch
then got up and stitched a rabbit japanese cloth so it can hang on the wall and Jack hammered in two nails so I could hang it up ^^
it sits next to the plushies
I fixed a top of dad's as well. Then I started a card for a teacher at work who has been off work and I wanted to give her a little card to say we missed her and we will support her.
Whilst it dried we went for a walk
I came back and had fruit loaf and a brew and finished the card
I did dinner which was 'omurice' but more 'omubeans' it was sooooo damn good. I made it all up but both me and jack said we would eat it again!
I did my first order off Boohoo and got a lot of stuff and saved a lot of money. Theyre having a big sale cus of the football and so I treated myself to more joggers and hoodies XD
Now I am gonna have a bath, do some drawing and see the lad. I got my stuff ready for school. Going to wear my space skirt, its long enough that I feel comfortable not to wear tights. So hopefully it will keep me cooler. I still dont want to go tho
so yeah tomorrow is school and mum said she will come see me for lunch as shes missed me :)
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