Konbanwa
I had a bit better night's sleep
I was in bed for 8:45pm and I was watching Jack game on Pokemon Quest, and drifting off to sleep at 10pm, I got up for a wee and woke up cold but I think my body benefited from not exercising and actually resting after work yesterday. I still didnt want to go school tho >.>
School was awful again
just soooo much going off
I was messing up, things werent getting done properly, no one helps. Its just been awful. I hope to god that Julia or Jack dont ever take a week off. If a teacher was off there would be a paid cover staff member. Support staff off - others pick up the absence. Which I feel makes us look like we're not as busy as teachers! Yeah right! We have like 100+ lessons to prep a day
I got a bit snarky with a member of staff who always talks to me rudely and today was no exception and I was so fed up of it and tired not to mention the running round I had done for her today. She wasnt meant to hear my snarky comment but I didnt realise she hadnt left the room ^^; she left the room and didnt say anything. She never said thank you or sorry today. Thats how she is. She makes me massively stressed. She has practicals tomorrow too -______-
I was dead on my feet and holding tears in
we got home and I brought oz in straight away. he gave me licks and made me feel better about my day
then we had a different routine tonight, I felt grim from my day sweating at work (from running around - the sweat was running down my back) and so I decided to exercise first then eat.
I put Oz home so I could exercise - his little face thinking I had put him home for the night without his evening treat - as if I would dare!! I was like "no no Oz, youre coming in again later so no treat yet" but of course he doesnt understand. bless him
so I did a grow with Jo for 20mins then appilated then had a shower then did dinner, which didnt take much as we put the stew on in the morning
I got Oz in after we ate. He gave me licks. I tried to do some revision for my test tomorrow but I wasnt feeling it. My brain is just fried. I got all the questions jack wrote for me, wrong. He said I am not in the right frame of mind tonight and to leave it. We also said that realistically I cant go and do the test tomorrow.
Jack needs me as it will leave him alone for an hour to man 10 classrooms
I might not sleep cus of worrying about the test - I NEED SLEEP
I will probably be shattered if I did do the test and not in the right frame of mind and not do as well as I could do. So Jack says I can take a copy home with me and do it over the weekend.
means I am missing my lesson T^T but the only thing we're doing in lesson is the test so I wont miss much I guess!
So we're just fussing Oz but hes going home in a minute so we can watch anime and go to bed as I am done ><
tomorrow is another practical heavy day - the heaviest day all week
god help us.....
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