I actually return to school tomorrow

 Evening

Do you ever have the same dream more than once or twice? I do. I even know whats going to happen. Like watching the same film twice. I had to watch a child drown last night. I have no idea why I have such dreams but yeah I knew she was going to do, helpless to do anything but spectate. 

I slept well but was unaware of the clocks going forward

but its fine it just means we had a bit of a rush to get out for shopping

I was  like a corpse going round the shop I must have looked like I had the hangover from hell

We got the job done

I came back and cooked my breakfast meat, prepped fish for tonight

then somehow summoned the energy to clean the bathroom and gave it a real thorough cleaning as we've both had upset stomach

I was dead, I only had hot chocolate for my lunch as food was burning my stomach

But all afternoon I was so empty and hungry I ate a hot cross bun but it hurt

Jack washed the car, mowed the lawn, hoovered up. Most hes done in 2 weeks!
I sat in the car with him whilst he drove on our road to have ago doing manovers in the car which he actually did better than i can do T^T 

we did dinner and I was so hungry I felt sick, I got less than half way and my stomach churned. So not fair. I ate my fish but left the sweet potato. 

We finished watching twin star exorcists turns out that was a pointless anime to watch!

I need to see what we're watching at dinner time next

really really enjoy cells at work. its fantastic and learned so much about the human body.

I dont feel as if I have done much with my day or weekend really but probably best I havent worked myself to death. My mum phoned to see how I was. I am ok so far about going back to school tomorrow I just dont want to go! But knowing that I only have 4 hours to get through  makes it bearable going back

I watched Oz play with the pigeons which was cute. He had fun inside with me too. Lots as fuss as always. Such a happy bun. I live to make his life happy

I had a bit of a pamper in the bath so I can try a look semi-decent for tomorrow

I just dont want to return >< mum says she will be here waiting for me to come home ^^