will we actually go out tomorrow??

 Evening

So last night  leisurely did my nails in front of youtube, it was quite relaxing. Then I was playing on my switch in bed. Jack text to say they didnt go out for drinks and he was getting a lift home from James thank god. But I was just playing on my switch til 11pm when Jack got home. I felt I couldnt sleep until he was home. I wasnt worried I was just unsettled and felt like by time I had drifted off he would turn up. So I just carried on playing

Jack came in to me, surprised I was still awake. He said he needed to wind down and that he was hungry so going to get a snack. I decided to get up and join him. So we had another night of going to bed at midnight T^T

I woke up at 6am, 7am, finally 8am. I refused to start my day that early after going bed so late but I also knew my bunny was waiting to be let out.

I left Jack in bed til 9am

This morning I got to it and drew llama's in my dad's birthday card, planned out the route to derbyshire as we MAY go tomorrow. I sorted out other bits and pieces until finally flopping on my bed with Hammington. I was aching so bad and tired.

We had lunch and I thought id escape my pain with sleep but no. I was tossing and turning so much that I couldnt sleep so I got up and went for a 20min walk with Jack as that was all I could manage T^T

mum turned up just as we returned home. She said she wasnt staying but stayed an hour with a brew XD I was so tired and wasnt gonna see her today. I was just in all positions on the floor whilst talking to her. No pain killer has touched my pain today

she left and me and Jack did a bit of gardening. I put some plants in a pot 

I then prepped the noodles for tomorrow then prepped stuff ready for tomorrow for in case we do actually go out. I then did the dinner which was good~

we sadly finished season on of Rise of the shield hero. Its been a long time since I thought so highly of an anime. Who ever wrote that needs a medal. I LOVE Filo. We are running short on free dubbed anime we might have to start paying for it online T^T

going to put Oz away soon, as hes only loafing anyway

then grab a nice hot bath ^^

might do some drawing tonight or might not, see what I am in the mood for 

but yeah tomorrow - depending on if I can walk and how much pain I am in - we may go to derbyshire to my favourite waterfall place :D I really really hope we can go. I have been asking Jack since Feb! But I have just not been in the best of health, I know I havent

If we cant go tomorrow not sure what we will do really

got to get my noodles on and bed to change.

But if we do go out we will be back early afternoon