Yeah new inhaler isnt good

 Evening

So I can confirm that yes, my new inhaler does not agree with me as I had another go last night with it. My anxiety went through the roof I was upset as I was worrying about Jack getting sick of me and my illness, my heart was pounding and I was shaking. I did eventually get to sleep but kept us up til midnight....and Jack had his interview the next day ^^;

We woke up at 7am

and Jack was a bit off, not horrible, just not his usual self. I think he was just nervous. Well I know he was nervous as he went for like a 1000 wees.

I did 50mins of yoga then we went over to mums to print some things out for his interview, no one was home so we were done in 10mins. It gave me enough time to ring doctors, apparently no one can even speak to me to advise me til next weds...so until then just use my old inhaler. I have my blue one but not brown one. stupid. Its cus over in England we build more and more houses or food places but no services. So getting an appointment is murder. But I couldnt believe I couldnt even SPEAK to someone for 10 days. I will leave that inhaler alone tho. I do not want to feel poorly my whole easter holidays

I was colouring a picture but soon gave my laptop and craft room over to Jack

Whilst he was in his interview I made biscuits and made Jack his lunch which he was really grateful of. He felt it had gone well. He came out my craft room smiling anyway. So it couldnt have been that bad. He has done he absolute best. It will be over a week before we hear anything tho.

After lunch I went over to mum's - I walked

I had a cup of tea with her and my £200 worth of skin care turned up! So I gave mum her cream. I then txt Jack to come pick me up. The first ever time hes been in the car by himself!!! He did well bless him. Once home I gave him his skincare

He did an hour of gardening, I finished my colouring then did the dinner. Which I didnt like. It was my limit of spiciness but it was the rice cakes, I dont like rice cakes! I dont like thick noodles so I did wonder if I would like them. Jack really enjoyed the dinner XD

I went in the bath, then Jack did then I drove him to Harvey's to go have a drink with his friends. I didnt have the energy to socialise and I also dont wanna be labelled as one of those couples joined at the hip. Its good to see your friends without your partner. 

So I am home alone

I think I will have an early night of my switch in bed

tomorrow

havent got anything planned actually so might try do some art or something